my boring life

overnight mahjong and world cup session

2006-06-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

had my mahjong and world cup session yesterday... angie and wenting brought their rent and came to my hse yesterday. just as i had expected la, potatoe chips and chocolates and meiji milk. haha. angie had her tutorial yesterday, teach her all the correct things unlike jason liu and eddie that bluff her with what miss a turn and cannot win. haha. spend the whole night not sleeping and realise that alll jap MTV are veri wierd. ken herai's new MTV had 2 person with waxed and oiled body wearing bikinis and swimming trunk and big head dancing la. we can't stop laughing.

now england is through to the top 16 already !! but i cannot watch my nakata already japan shld be going out soon. sobZ sobZ. found new ppl to watch in this world cup already. brazil's KaKa (wenting say look like jonathan sinnar) haha. and spain's Torres. but why do the Italy guys have to cut their hair huh? issit because of their age or their hair that made them look uglier? but Nesta is still looking good. haha.

dun leave note already i am going to watch my world cup. bye bye

World cup 4 years ago

2006-06-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

has my astro quiz today... finally i am free, but mum wants me to go and take my driving... seriousely i rather have ppl to drive me ard than drive la... driving is a very tiring job.. today me and angie very funny, we keep seeing each other see whether wanna leave the hall earlier a not. where got ppl take 2.5 hr to do 25MCQ and some short questions one. finish within one hour lo. in the end it was angie that left first, den i follow out, den the rest all came out also...

ries, i also miss world cup 2002. in the past we would skip school camp at bilu's house cook lunch and watch soccer. now if we want only cook supper la.. haha. 4 years have passed, many things have changed. we turn from sec school kids to undergrad liao... clever hor... even some of the old players that we see the last time also stop playing, some even become coach and general manger of the team (biehoff, klinsman) the players that we are familiar with would be playing almost their last world cup already... so sad that a sport person's lifespan is so short... a lot of things have changed but i realise that i still have the file that u all draw for me during world cup leh.. remember a not ? have the names of beckham, nakata, an jun hwan, den still have the name of the famous F4 names la. San ur Zai Zai... mike he better now hor... haha

my prediction of the match winners are getting more and more accurate, helping mum win $$ haha.. off for now, going to watch soccer again.. my life now will be wake up at noon, eat lunch, watch TV all the way until 5am den the cycle continues.. i am living in Germany times.. haha...but yesterday i only sleep for 2 hrs... cause need to wake up for astro exam... guess i will fall asleep watching sweden later

start of world cup

2006-06-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

finally the long awaited world cup is here... notice that many of the players seen last world cup is gone, some have even become coaches or managers of the team... Haizzz i prefer the olden football where u will know everyone in the team... the opening was nice, esp the 20+ ladies with beautiful skirts being hung up in the air, the theme song this year is also veri catchy... things will only get excited from the 2nd round onwards. it seemed quite predictable on which countries is going to get thru... poor south african countries, all placed with the giants of soccer.. how to gif them chance like that...

i miss the chance of earning big bucks yesterday la... advice mum to but ecuador, she dun believe me $1 : $4+ leh... this kind of wierd wierd counties the players will put in their all one. so veri hard to lose unless opponent is veri strong. den today i miss the England match. was at Evonne's birthday celebration.. today celebration was more of a gathering.. on her actual day den we slowly disturb her.. haha

my council gathering clash with hall's senior camp... if 2nd night is free den i can go out for a while... lets hope so... now just busy with my 爱情魔发师 show and my veri chim astro notes... but lucky got world cup to keep me company through the night

post after missing for a long time

2006-06-07T19:08:00.000+08:00

i am finally sort of back in action. during the exam time i was too busy to post blog, den after exam i was too busy playing... actually plain lazy la...

nothing much really happen anyway. i passed all my exams, really surprise that i actually got a B for biz law. but dissappointed that i got a B- for econs. now my GPA dun allow me to have an honours... i must work hard to get at least a 2nd lower honors, if not my cert is worth nothing also. i need at least an A to make up for the C i got for my IT

lots of politics have been goin around in hall. from room allocation to re running of the JCRC. everyone has been showing a different side in front of different person. the only comfort that i have now is my trash can that has been listening to all my rubbish whenever i end my meetings. thanks for being there and keeping yourself awake.

but i have been really stupid to my trash can la. on the eve of his birthday when he ask me if i was free, the special day did not cross my mind such that i even complain to him telling him that i am very busy, GOD !!! why am i so stupid. there is nothing i can do to salvage the situation already. just take a step at a time and see how lo. to make up for it i bought him a birthday present. den his uncle's thinking come out again. ask me dun buy and waste money la. can't stand his old-ness that is my most regretful day as of my lifetime now. everybody was scolding me la. but ARhhh....

actually was veri sure that i wld re-run for JCRC next yr. now i am having my doubts. i am feeling more and more taken for granted la. especially for the room allocation thing. dun feel that my words weigh anymore in JCRC. they are doing nothing to help my player at all. is rec that unimportant as compared sports. they can be doing worst den us during IH, but the whole hall still supports them. even when i get into finals already also nobody care or even bother to go and watch. den who gif u the right to critizise my players. what do u knoe... ... those players that deserve to stay better have a place to stay in hall nxt yr

went back to inno to work for 3 camps: KCP, woodgrove and st marg sec. for all the 3 camps they gave me those NA students. some of them are really bad la. tatoo and smoking in sec 2. what will happen to them in the future? it think their habit will be worst den jack la. but my st marg gers were good !! they got the best camper. but this camp was the full of injury camp for me. my toe nail has to be taken off, i sprain my ankel and has scratch on my leg. what do u expect when u have a person taking care of 60 students plus 2 trainer. the 2 new trainer were kanna sai la. can't do kayaking at all. one capsize and another keep banging into floats. really throw face leh. den i have to help them out lo.

now healing from my injury, studying for my stupid astro (really chim la, who cares abt the sun and every other thing when they confirm will be there), helping jack for FOC and the best of all, waiting for world cup to start !! promise i would update more often now...

sleepless nites

2006-03-22T04:59:00.000+08:00

dunno why am i doin this now. it is 5 plus in the mornin and i have lessons at 8.30 tml. these days, my group of gal friends have been talking about getting attach. cause there is someone whom we think would never get attach her whole life or will fall in love with one and get married have child is attach. everybody was veri surprise about this thing. although i say we are surprise and congrates her for really finding a gd man. when sometimes i think about it, i think what we really are jealous. dun feel the pressure of getting attach, but why issit that those that we never expect would get attach or have more and more ppl wooing. and there is nothing for us...

whenever things starts to get close for me and someone, we will dunno why get tear apart, many times by circumstances. is this what we call right person at the wrong time?? change class, go army, age gap, or even just attach before knowing me. Haizzz. these days, friends have been asking me abt this person and how i feel about him. can't get to sleep so was staring at his photo just now. i tried asking myself and did not really get an answer too. i know i care abt him, thats also why i enjoys disturbing him. or issit just that knowing him give me more information about other ppl that i cared about. timing seemed to be all wrong again. but what exactly is the rite tiime?? i might not be even seeing him after the exams in april. a friend ask me to gif myself half a yr to see if i still feel the same way, after half a yr, dun even know if we would really keep in contact a not. both of us have our attachments to go to and all. den after that she ask me not to fall for him. how to answer her like that when i am not sure what am i doing and what do i view him as. i went thru photos and all. realise that when i just know him that time, did not even pay much attention and dun care abt him at all. why has things changed?? i realise that i am beginning to grow up. i no longer judge people frm the first sight. and no longer classify ppl according to looks. there are so many ppl ard him that are much better looking, why did my sight always have to zoom in to him first. why when i am bored will look for him to talk.

like what angie says... females are just fan4 jian4 we will go and think so much about this sort of things while the guy happy go lucky. whenever they need us den find us. should i let this thing continue. am i sinking deeper in or am i just trying to find out my true feelings. so what if i realise this i like him a not. it changes nothing between the 2 of us. but whenever i see him online, i just have the urge to talk to him. the more i think abt it, the more i feel that i am beginning to like him. am i influence by the rest to think that i like him, or issit that my friends are just telling me what they see.

i can't believe it, projects, assignment and exams is enough to tie me down, but i am doing this, thinking about things that i should have let nature takes its course.

Update

2006-03-11T03:21:00.000+08:00

very long never come already. almost forget that i have this site. hehe. sorry to those who came here and found nothing

many things have passed. interesting things are like the

BAZAAR - where i was busy selling T-shirts and when classmate took away my 300g of famous amos cookies and promise to return me. until now also haven come. those who see it remind him hor

V.day - went out with wenting they all for steamboat. den my lovely scrabble team gif me flowers leh. dragonboat paul still have choc. haha

HO closing - had out moment of pride with i went up to stage to collect our gold medals. after that went out to really let our hair down for JH supper. will really miss them in the future. MS, remember our wining session hor

IS snooker - spend almost the whole day climbing up and down the hill to watch my players play. realise that lao jeff is really gd leh. plus classmate, WoW... at least he bother to entertain me la. but my main snooker entertainer, teck sim not there leh

inaug - did lots of this from deco to CAB. goin siao liao. at least the main thing is over. and i guess the best JCRC member correctly. YI RUI. put in so much effort for her portfolio. shld get

now the keying in of pts have been done. dunno my players can get to stay again a not. my snooker, scrabble and wei qi players very important leh. i am depending on them already. i will be running rec sec again nxt yr. really fang bu xia. i really hope snooker can get champ. cause nxt yr will be their final yr liao. den thats the only chance left for my grp of GLs plus neighbours. nxt yr cannot gurantee top 5. but top 10 shld be ok. how i really cannot withdraw myself from rec. now dun have IH i feel so bored.

that eagle hor have GF already. den she tell me he has my blog and reads it leh. siao liao. forgetten what i have written already.. now must go and review. i also hope that she can move to hall 13. den can help out sports a bit. eagle, if u are reading this, let her come la.

have a new found gd classmate to disturbed, jialu. haha. out PE like picnic, gossip and bullying him time. but at least i got write notes. he dun even bother to take out anything lo. i can predict that he will ask stuff frm me when the exams comes nearer. last time assignment also take my to go and read already. but cannot understand. haha. he shall continus to be disturbed by us until the end of the sem. den think he will be my sub-com nxt yr. so also die liao. hehe. all the sai kang he do. take my alarm clock plus cookies somemore la. den midnight want me to travel all the way to his rm there to pass him things. better do something gd back for me. jack, there is nothing btw the 2 of us ok. there are more things goin on btw u and him. hehe

now a days nothing much to do. maybe that why i feel bored. goin out with this grp of poly grad uni student. fun to be out with them, cause will learn lots of things one. but everytime go out will kanna matchmake. frm gerald to ah yang, plus now stil have an eligible bachelor, 5Cs also have leh. but friends only la. karaoke, clubbing, plus rollerblading in hand. hehe. but how come i do everything besides studying huh? sometimes wonder if i am a uni student a not.

HO opening

2006-01-19T02:09:00.000+08:00

just finish my dinner at this wierd time... thanks to my dear neighbour Leon for buying back for me and still send right to my door step. tml treat u dinner hor...

sad at today's result of cheerleading leh. everyone gave up so much, surviving on pain killers, break arms, train everyday. i feel so not worth it for them. i have nothing to say against hall 7 for being the champ la. they are really gd and deserve it. but hall 14 ?? kanna sai lo. wat to do? the judge put it this way already. luckily the cheerleaders and taking it better now. realise that i have a lot of old old friends in cheer leading leh. the famous one like tze hin and dennis. without realising, i know them for 7 yrs already leh. how time flies. growing old liao. and the grp of ABC (appreaciation boys club) was like talent scouting la. realise that me, angie and peishi has been looking at the same few guys. most of them i know already. like the hall 10 nbs hunk, hall 15 darts chief ump ... ...and there are ppl who find leon gd looking. i realise that long ago liao lo. but got gf leh. some more quite recent den have one. but i never see before. nxt time ask him to bring for me to see.

Rec has done will, we are the 5th position. last yr 12th leh. next yr confirm cannot re run already. so chim and pressured. like now i am already preasuring my players to start training already. esp those gold quality ones. scrabble, weiqi, snooker. wah i affected by snooker already. now keep wantin to watch snooker match. think i will be goin to watch Inter- School matches. NBS players is all my friends. should win one. i know another SEA Games medalist already. but it is I chess leh. really dunno i chess why involve in SEA games. it is not a sports at all. but that goh wei ming say must use a lot of energy and brains. that shi fu hor.. say wanna teach me, den teach a bit den go off to play already. bo xim one leh. tml will meet him again. see how much i can absorb. that day while he was teaching me, the World university ranked 6th one also come over and teach. hai me listen until blur blur. never teach me the basic den jump to strategy already. like that how i catch? neber learn how to crawl teach me to fly. confuse me only. they think big brother cheat little gers arh ?

friday goin out with my sec sch friends. long time never see them already should have a lot of things to talk. ask dennis to go with me, but he not free... sobzz no shuai ge to pei me frm NTU go already. but all gers meeting ask guys go also farnie. like hope my clique of friends are all free to go on that day. like that we dun need to go hm already. can talk all the way. haha

GOLD

2006-01-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

to make up for the lost in snooker and busy in darts, our hall's Wei Qi and Scrabble got gold. nearly died will waiting for the results. always left with the deciding board den everybody will be veri stress and crowd ard that table waiting for the results. this is the first gold that hall 13 has ever had. this year's sports dropped quite a bit den at least there is rec to pullk them up. currently rec we are in the 5th position. next yr definitely cannot be rec sec again. confirm lots of pressure one. but my scrabble and wei qi team will be left for the juniors. cause lots of them are only yr 2. if only our snooker had got gold too, we will have top the table and upset all the rest already. imagine from 12th position to 1st. tough job leh. i would not say i have done much to bring them to this state. cause i also dunno how to train or even play. i just gave them my support and try to pull suhaimi into the hall. now me and lorna going to get our pockets burn already. yesterday we treat the scrabble team to dinner. den CNY we will treat the wei qi team to dinner

for the prescribe elective that i have selected, i got chinese movie. have to critic the movie after watching la. got some friends inside but dunno they got drop it a not. see how la. funniest is my star snooker player is also inside. feels wierd being in the same class as him.

new year starting

2005-12-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

really tired with all the games goin on during the so called holidays. lots of ppl are not doing wat they area suppose to den why am i doing so much. they say because i am rugged and sporty enough. when u have to do something, u have to force yourself to do it wat. this has got nothing to do with can u cope a not lo. i shuttle between rec and sports. played like 4 sports, 1 rec den go and support everything. got ppl never play anything just go and watch certain sports only claim that they are tired leh. nobody really bother abt rec games lo. they say come already also cannnot cheer or wat. but it is ur own friends. ur neighbours that are fighting for the hall leh. wat i really dun understand is that weiqi went all the way to the finals and win it also got nobody come and support. they rather go and watch some games that confirm cannot win, den claim that they are tired. everyday i come out of my rm at 8 plus den only return at midnight. i think that is called tired lo. haiZZZ... not convening darts so have to be alert throughout the game other hall convening are not helping at all umps not even enough and on time... no way i am stressing my subcommers to help out more than wat they are suppose to do

bu gan xin

2005-12-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

i am veri unhappy abt my snooker's lost.... i had veri high expectation of hall 13's snooker and scrabble team. only lost by a bit lo. one foul ball only. i think table 1 of the snooker rm is curse. both day play the same table, against the same hall also lose by a bit. i really feel veri bad. the team as lots of potential to win the game. i think we can go all the way to the finals lo. my players deserve more. NTU's 2nd and 3rd in my hall leh. how can it be that bad. just our luck to draw such a hall la. after the gams i had no mood at all. badminton we trash hall 7 i also dun feel happy at all. den i play volleyball later in the day also dun feel like i am in the game. i want my players to go all the way. dun carenext yr must at least get into the finals. since they are all still ard. hope roy decides to stay in hall mxt yr. started to talent scout even after our hall lost. for a talent, but dunno how to poach him leh. he is gd. even my players think so. plus he has those sporty basketballer look somemore. cute IVP in snooker where to find. all either ah beng or ah pek one. i want alvin in my hall nxt yr

forget abt snooker. had time to finally meet up with JC mates this weekend. had bbq at silvest house with council, den went swimming with classmates. just as i expected, there are ppl who started smoking. actually i sort of guess that he smokes already. at least he told be frankly. but he actually smokes in front of me (which i dun really care cause lots of smoker friends) and offer me leh. i know i am not a guai kia but not that bad la. HaiZzz. dunno what to say already la. just hope that his addiction dun get serious. remember u say like 6 sticks a day hor.

my eye was teary after the snooker match. maybe cause i know the players well. but i know i can't cry. the players feel bad enough already. lots of them feel that they have let me down and they are the ones that sms to console me even though they are dissappointed. if that happen to my scrabble team again, think i will really cry out.

ih games

2005-12-16T01:23:00.000+08:00

dieing soon. veri use my body already. playing lots of interhall games now. everyday is like games, training, support friends, rec games. everyday i am occupied. everyday walk to sports and recreational center for games. no wonder now i know lots of sports sec of different halls now even though i am not one of them. currently in a veri red state, totally burnt by the sun and whole body ache. injured my wrist and right forearm durin volleyball training. den softball kanna hit by jay's veri hard pass again. so right arm like gone. plus dunno why butt and back also pain. think is because i keep straining my muscles.

today is a lucky day for hall 13. this is the first time that we have won all the games we had in a day. although i really want my half colours award. but i think if there are better table tennis players, let them play la. better chances of winning. now only my serve can make it. den my netball really rusty already la. can't play to the standard that i use to have. carrom also. last time i train before the exams, den i reach my peak. now drop down. peak at the wrong time sia. now also dun have much time to practice.

IH is a veri stressful period. full of acticities every day. until i can't even go out and meet JC or work friends. sobZ SobS.. this holiday is really turning into a sports camp. now goin hm this week end. think by the time i go hm, it will be christmas and my mum will not recognise me at all already. organising the rec is also a beri big problem. we want the best for the hall but constrain by lots of rules and regulation. i scared my snooker tml.. veri probable of getting gold one, den due to some rules, i cannot field all the ideal players. lets just hope all turns out to be fins.

start of IH games

2005-12-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

IH games has started. went for things like bball, soccer, st, netball, waterpolo matches already. so far only won female bball. netball shld have won. but i think the nxt matches will be better cause the teamwork is starting to build. there was not much time for us to practice in the first place. nxt week, rec games will start. as the rec sect i am suppose to be ard for the whole day. but i think i will keep running away cause i will be having lots of sports. playing a lot of games for this IH. confirm playing carrom, netball, table tennis, vball and matbe softball and swimming. i umpire for netball games, veri difficult to ref for a game full of national players and IVPs. their game is so fast and their supporters keep disturbing me. haiZZ. but it was fun cause veri long never play netball already.

this few days revamping the JCRC room. cleaning up everything and designing a corner for our own recreational purpose. now got 21 inch TV and DVD player, Karaok system now pending to buy PS2. but we have to pump in our own money. next year the single rm rent is increasing. dunno to still apply for single room a not. see how la

had a dissappointment this week. only angie knows it now. cannot write here cause there is someone thar might read. HAizz. know that this would happen sooner or later. should not have let myself slip into it. luckily not deep enough. lot of people gave me advice on this already but maybe i choose to block my ears to it.

back from thailand

2005-12-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey people, came back from thailand already. tiring trip. everyday wake up from 6 shop until 11+ never really buy a lot. think it is because we have to buy things ranging from young til old. isit several wholesale centre. but the clothes there are still behind fashion so hard to buy things leh. made a shopping list before i went,only came back with about half the shopping list done. can't find cheap branded goods leh. the closest i can find is adidas in a shopping centre. but not really cheap too.think they have a controled retail price. no surf stuff leh.but a bought really cheap formal clothings that i will need for presentation. their coat and shorts add together is only 20+ but of course lower quality as compared to singapore ones la.
due to wanting a cheaper price, budget airline and 3 star hotel ... ... 2 hr flight seem to be a veri long time without food and entertainment. the only entertainment that i have was the senery of clouds outside. the hotel is best. no cupboard, warm water not warm at all, and their telephone dun work at all. ask for morning call, they had to come knocking on ur food. the traffic there is terrible, crossing the road is like goin for a war. had to dash and look out for illegal vehicles turning. taxi drivers can anyhow fix price and jack up the price during peak hours. tuk tuk is even better.. dun have meter system, so price is according to them. there was once when i boarded the tuk tuk half way already, they wanna jack up the price by 20 baht, which is a few cents here only, so we said ok. den the next junction, he request to double the price. we almost wanted to jump out of the tuk tuk. so unfair.
now back in singapore, got lots of things to do already. monday whole day have to be in hall, tuesday working for a friend, den after that almost everyday in hall already. thats life... but at least when i am busy with my JCRC stuff, i am much more happy, but thinking of the politicis in hall :~<

before flight to bangkok

2005-11-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

at airport typing this entry now. flying off to bangkok soon. HAIZZ missing all the sea games swimming. i wanna watch... relying on friends to update me on the results. i think bangkok shld have sea games too. thailand is also in sea games right. our soccer is dissappointing. they play badly lo. dunno issit that their games is not interesting or issit that because i am watching from television. miss watching the tiger cup in the stadium. ok i am goin off soon. see ya when i get back...

exams over

2005-11-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

finally my exams is over... rest for a week, so thailand, come back mum wanna force me to learn driving already. lazy to drive leh. learn already also dun have car, i rather have ppl to drive me. haha

Review of my paper:

marketing - chim.. seem to have a lot of things to write. but dunno correct a not. now enough time to finish as well..

accounting: - so different from pass year paper.. ask a lot about FRS instead of calculating.. and i act clever never go and read FRS la

stats - think i will ta bao it. veri chim. never do multiple regression. 20 marks leh.. den some formula can't even find from the book one.. open book also no use.. waste time only

FM - the MCQ is really chim.. every answers look correct.. finish an hr early also dun bother to check already.. dunno issit i too clever or dunno what to do.. haha

celebrating lots of things next week. joy's and jia hui's birthday... den watching harry porter after yi rui finish her exams. currently have no hp cause brother's spoil den i lend him and no com because kanna virus. haiz like uncontactable like that

anyway i will be able to at least catch SEA games opening the night before i fly off. good luck to team singapore. actually more concern abt the swim team and soccer only. they are veri friendly. msg them they will reply one. San keep me updating on chay's result hor. u msg dun need to pay international fees is only that i will not reply.. pai seh..

off for now. see ya when i come back from thailand 2th or when my com is repaired.

just before exams

2005-10-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

busy with exams now. every day just keep reading textbooks and notes. why is there so many readings in business. my whole body clock is different now. studying at night den sleep in the morning. but i am not efficient in studying at all. my reading speed seemed to be veri slow leh. not the usual me. bed is a very tempting thing in the room. can i shift it out? studying at home is even worst. going home is like to hibernate like that. dunno how to pass my exams like that. yesterday my laptop just kana virus. the stupid msn lar. friend sent me a link, den i blur blur open it. so it also got send to everyone to me msn list. Sorry to friends who kanna. lucky there is junjie, the doctor to treat the poor fujitsu patient. haha. i pass my accounting practice assignment leh. Veri surprise. now just have to concentrate on my 40 % exams.

Goal : not to da bao anything!!

i am very sad now. mum book holiday and it crashed with SEA GAMES !! sobz sobz... i wanna watch mark chay.. san, if u are reading this, free to help me record a not? and i cannot go back to INNO to work IHG takes up my whole holiday.. miss my working friends..

patch up with KJ

2005-10-14T17:55:00.000+08:00

everything is ok already. had to tok abt official business, den started crapping. so now. we start toking already. xinyi, dun keep asking me to dao him leh. dao people veri tired one leh. act as though never see him, den wanna tok also cannot. anyway i am quite easy to forget abt things one wat. haha.

everything seemed to have taken a change. the streak of luck of A+ project have stop. for the past 2 presentation (accounting and marketing) put in lots of efforts. but the result out is not ideal at all. expected at least a B for marketing, but we got a C. we have decided to represent. which means we wld overload ourselves with anoher project. FM project due nxt week, marketing and stats project due the following week. taking 4 cores only also have so many project. haven even started studying for exams which is due in 2 weeks. like that how to pass ?

HaizZ... dun like exams !! i just wanna continue playing in hall !! looking forward to IHG. and i am begining to love my rec joint hall people already. they are fun and we crap all the time. thats why meetings not veri efficient la. den the people there english all veri bad. including me. thats why explain one thing always have to explain many times den everyone understand. esp with Parvin toks. cause his speed is really fast. haha. off to do my tutorials and projects. Exams have to wait. no choice !

why did u block me

2005-10-11T05:45:00.000+08:00

getting closer to joint hall rec Secs already. they are veri fun people lo. not like what i have expected. more guys den gers lar. so there are more lao ren's for me to bully. esp kaixiang and leon. at least during IH that time have friends to tok and play with. busy with lots of project this few days. after this week, project will have ended. but exam is coming soon. first paper on the 4 leh. no time to study already. found a new place for me to study already. currently studying at games room. quite condusive. quiet and comfortable. but i also leaves a quite a place for u to think a lot.

guys are forever the thing to make gers angry. 2 examples to provide here

eg 1: T and A. this 2 dunno why can never get along. frm the start of the school term until now leh. can u imagine them being in the same tutorial group everyday and even the same mkting grp. quarrel got worst. now i am like the SMS centre between them. have to convey each other msg. although this is the last project that we are doin together. but we will still meet each other nxt sem wat. hiaZ have to meet them in 3 hrs time. i think it all began with T's fault. although i did not tell him. who ask him to gif A attitude.

eg 2: some crap person gave me a crap excuse for blocking me on msn. what studying den cannot stand ppl msgin him den block everyone. nobody believe in this explaination lar. wanted to gif him the benefit of the doubt. but sort of confronted him today morning. den until now dunno how to unblock me. wats that man. got time to tok to people who are not close to him no time to tok or even unblock me. but i really feel stupid lo. only know he block me after so long. only when i saw my friend's msn that he is online and he has changed his nick. everybody is asking me to gif him attitude but i dun really know how to lo. we seldom meet each other at all. but when i see him, unless he toks to me. but i really dun want things to come to this stage... i still have to work with him thru out the holidays. i dun wanna have to pretend that i am someone i am not. but i really cannot figure out why did u block me !! just tell me that u have a quiz and i will not disturb u wat. i also understand that u need to study. will always see u near my blk or my level. but so near yet so far. maybe we really have to wait till IH period.

did i think too much again. but you cannot blame me. i am a ger after all. my brain is design in such a way. alone in the games rm the whole night. so much time in hand. how i wish someone, or just anyone to be here. den at least i will not have the time and chance to think so much

must start studying already

2005-10-04T11:45:00.000+08:00

went over to vannessa's place for her birthday celebration yesterday. it was like gers night out lar. whole room full of 10+ gers on the bed. plus 3 guys. haha. we were only singing, den the security guard came over saying that there are people complaining. a bit ridiculous right. think it is because jereme that side quite den relatively we sound noisier. it suddenly felt veri homely and cosy when they started singing christmas songs. hall starts to feel like home. die already i am addicted to darts now. nothing better to do i will go and play one. getting better in my check in and check out. tell you what i shot the bulls-eyes yesterday. but over shot my points so wasting. but i won jinjie !! now he also addicted already. we have a challenge again tonight. i think i really have to start studying already. after that 100 marks accounting quiz. i really dunno what am i doing for the quiz leh. gave up like half an hr before the quiz ends. if i dun start studying scared i will fail one module already. but so many distractions how to study ?? i need help !!

2005-09-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

i hope that the particular someone knows that i am really sorry. you did not tell me anything, just that i guess and interpreate myself. did not realise that my kaypohness, my nothing better to do to ask him that question will cause such a big thing. i really hope you two can patch up what is the point of seeing each other everyday and no toking at all. u all intend to close ur doors 24 hrs meh? i really dunno what can i do to help? you ask me not to do anything, but i am seeing 2 of my friends being like stranger leh. dun even know can mention the other person's name in front of another a not. keep saying that it is not my fault does not help leh. i still feel guilty. but thanks to both of u all that still tok and crap to me as though nothing happened. really feel that my EQ is getting lower leh

u said u will quit smoking. and you tried that for ard 2 weeks. why go back to your old ways? i dunno whats up with you again. like you dun have to care abt ppl who cared abt u at all. yesterday sent a msg to u thru friendster. hope u really take a gd look at the words. i am not toking abt rubbish this time round. dwelling in the past does not help. move on with life and face the truth. anyway see ya tonight and tml night, mr hiao.. haha

why do so many ppl wear a mask ?

2005-09-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

why do so many ppl wear a mask. what is the real them beneath the layer of hypocracy. there are people who do not like me in hall. but in front of me, they pretend to be friendly, smile and tok to me. den at the back spreading things abt me. was hurt and puzzled by the things i heard frm other people's mouth about me. i admit, no one is flawless but can u people come up with better rubbish things to saw abt me. quote from alex "felicia is stupid, but i dun think she is stupid enough to think this way" although it is a bit sad to hear that i am stupid (low EQ i think) but even someone whom i just know for a few weeks knows me better. GUYS, sometime u really dunno whats goin on in their brain. 2 of the look quite nice (in terms of personality) feels ok person that i knew do not seemed to be what they are too. at first tot A treats me like a sister. will tok and advise me abt things. den i realise that it is not veri safe to be with him overnight too. he can have dirty thoughts about my friend. who gurantee that he will be SAFE. either he treats me like a guy telling me this type of things, or he did that on purpose to see my reaction. was really shocked when he ask me to ask my friend to gif him a blow job. when i question him the nxt day, he just laugh thru it. no wonder B had warn me abt staying overnight with him. B toks to me as a big bro, nice guy. even advise to help me with work. den ppl started asking me if like him a not. did not think much. but heis one of the guys in hall whom i do really tok serious stuff with. sad to know the way he treat his GIRLFRIENDS. although he is single now, but this is the kind of guys whom gers will have a guard against. but whats the true story behind the picture, dun wanna go and ask him or ask when he is more free. A & B... haiz.. both confirm still friends of my. big brother whom i can complain too. but.. i know. never to fall for A (will never happen lar) and B.. gif him the benefit of the doubt for the moment...

am i suddenly thinking too much or issit that i am starting to grow up ?? but to some ppl here i will forever be a xiao mei mei.. especially the 2 lao rens living opposite me.

birthday

2005-09-08T04:48:00.000+08:00

luckily got jay to drive me to hall3. quite fun sitting in his car. like rollercoaster ride like that. 80km/hr ard NTU. lorna freak out behind the car. i was sitting in front without seat belt lor. JHRC meeting not veri useful leh. they just talk cock. never really discuss also. terence ask me to bring up the case of councillor son playing IHG. in the end they say in the constitution already. so no choice. jason say he will bring up again for pres meeting. ja not free to drive back, but got kai xiang. when i reach hall. cai ling ask me to look for her got JCRC thing to talk. in the end was celebrating my and jin jie's birthday. veri funn lor. i reach earlier den some ppl. den had to wait. the crazy one leh. have 21+19 candles. frm the top only can see the candles. did not really get disturbed. jin jie worst. have to piggy back hui xiu 4 level up and down. later msg was pass to me to go to blk 62. by GLs place. they were celebrating jonathan sinnar's (called jon for short) birthday. at first jay say celebrate for jon more impt den me. SobZ SobZ... i know going their means seeing ppl drinking. tot that i will not kanna already frm jason's birthday incident. go there they gave me a shot of pure vodlka. take a sip den know the strongness already. jack, jeff and pei yao still ask me to finish everything. jon was wasted already. he still come out and tok to me. forcing me to drink also. den he keep shaking and his shot become like half already. ask him to change with me, he still clever enough to not. jon was funny lar. tell me that if i dun drink, he ask jason fu (the eagle) to fuck me until jialet jialet. know that he is really gone liao cuz not veri close to him den he tok to me like that. haha. later jack to help me drink half. a few second after jon tok to me, he turn away and vomit. lucky for me, but not for jeff, aaron and jay. they laundry kanna. even the ones a level below them also. jon completely fell flat on the ground. they had to drag him to the toilet to wash up den he slp all the way until the nxt day night. he dun even remember seeing me lar. ganesh still say that it is my fault. i tok to him den he collapse. where got my fault. u all make him drink a whole bottle of vodlka lar. but also for jon that i escape. but i also learnt clever already. ask the guys to drink for me.jack quite teng us so he will drink. my roomie was freak out by them. they play hard but they are nice ppl lar. now just ended supper with them only. breezer also have combind birthday celebration today. they gave me a snow tiger stuff toy.. not some cat ok jon.. veri first sub com meeting was ok. but they say i fierce. where got? let gones be gones lar. by the way, i got new rumor already this time with kang jun. my best looking sub com. he is also called thomas by the way. his shoulder i reserve for lying on already. gurantee veri comfy one. wide and huge.. like pillow like that.. some ppl say he look like POOH. where got? i think POOH cuter. haha.all my rumours have to have names starting with J or T one leh ( Jason, Jonathan, Jack, Troy, Thomas)

coincidental ??

busy

2005-08-31T12:55:00.000+08:00

that day's netball i veri busy leh, play for every game. either as player or umpire. until now kok vui dunno which hse to put me into, den how i get my medal... i want leh. over there nobody knows how to umpire lor. busy me. i shoot a few veri nice one in leh. prove to troy that height is not a prob. i never train in shooting before leh. had to play GA for teams that dunno at all. fitness really goin down leh play C that time quite tired. jason's meeting was veri long. 3 hrs plus. best was cailing fell asleep den he start to crap. dunno what he is toking abt too. pulled out of hall's production already too busy lar. where got time 3 days a week leh. den alex had to take over my role. me and lorna decide to train in carrom and darts already. this is the 2 games that dun have to really use brain. the rest of the rec games veri hard lor. yesterday had sub-com recruitment. had talking to the ah tiongs leh. we dun understand each other. den those whom i already knoe like take it for granted that i will take them in lor. no wonder jason tell me not to be too close until cannot change to serious when working. haiz... i really got jay, ben, aaron, ganesh how to be serious. they will start crapping den i will crap with them lor. now rumors of me and jason fu (eagle) start again. this time not really i start one. i only say to those that i am close to that i am toking to him already. den i also dunno why aaron and ganesh (his neighbours) knows. cause he some times see me that time will wink wink, gif those wierd looks lor. now at least better can tok to him for like 1 hr + on msn. crap lor... sunday my birthday den still have joint hall rec meeting. al hall 3 leh. the other side of the world. trying to get driver leh. actually ask jason to ride me there. den he got dinner date will not come back in time. better not let me see his bike there. but actually i also scared. never ride bike before but wanna play leh. jason fu, nxt time must drive me hor. dun care. haha. but at least i think we are closer than before now. cold war might not be a bad thing hor...

LAPTOP

2005-08-26T03:23:00.000+08:00

just got my laptop today !!! so happy now at least there is entertainment in hall. got into rec sect, so this week have been goin down to IBG to at least learnt the game. for othello, they ask me to get TK, ah lum and jason fu down to play leh. how to? must use beg one. today is also the first time i talk to jason fu after that incident. 23days of not talking already. power sia. haha. at least things feel a bit more normal now. getting close to pres jason and his grlfriend and troy now a days. pei shi veri bad leh 3+am still want me to go up and talk until 5+. the nxt day i have 8.30 lessons lor. den she slp all the way until afternoon. monday was ching's birthday. celebrated like hell sia. lots of activities. went out with jason and all to eat pizza first, den birthday BASH with flamings, den with her union friends. tuesday had polling and sports IBG. blue house won the sepak tekaraw, with me and ching creating lots of noise behind. haha. do lots of sports sec job there leh. just help out lar. jason, i want more points hor. got fed up with troy and lorna. cause they expect me to go ard pullin ppl for them with they are happliy eating and i haven eaten. troy still complain that so little ppl help. u dun even wanna help urself wat u expect ppl to do. after that ok already and he became enthu. knock on every door leh. in the end me and lorna got in. but throy miss by 0.7% of the votes lor. dunno wat are they goin to do abt this. but damm sad when he got 31 against votes and i have 27 out of 166. u mean so many ppl dun like me arh. friday will be really busy but fun. after lesson goin back hm to put down stuffs, den to dfac to collect cheque, den back to hall to do mkting project, den netball IBG, den dinner outing with JCRC, den JCRC meeting, den supper with pei shi, den meeting with lorna. ARH !!!! siao liao ...

sorry

2005-08-21T02:34:00.000+08:00

sorry for the veri long post. cause last week was really full of ups and downs for me. down mostly thats why have so much feelings. for ur information jason is the hall president. jason fu is that eagle whose birthday i got sabo. if u are lazy to read,

READ the green portion on friday. thats the most action thing that happen.

JCRC

2005-08-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

MONDAY
had rally. planned my script but never follow it at all. end up toking crap. there was no one there at 8 lar. had to go around pulling ppl. in the end it was still quite sad. only have shaun that gang, some breezer ppl, jack they all, alex they all and ex jcrc members. when i was speaking jack keep giving me that look. in the end i decide not to look at him better. me and shaun kanna shot the most question. questions that lum and roy shot was to help me. but i think i wasted my chances also. not in the proper frame of mind to think on the spot. after i went back to the seat den gd answers came out lar. wasted. issac veri kaypoh lor. haha ask me the story behind the media resource thing. shaun was blur lar. he dunno when the inter hall games starts need me to tell him. shld not have help him in the first place. poor troy. he came to the rally with a sprain ankle walking back all the way frm NIE. den the ex JCRC grill him until he became guai lan and started his bengness lor. actually he is quite nice one. u just have to really knoe him. but bad things have been spreading all ard the hall. at least me and cailing went to get a chair for him to sit down. den troy thank jason thinking that it was jason that got the chair. not fair. we had an agreement that jason buy us mac for dinner at 10+ but in the end settled for maggie cause he dun have $. troy cock up leh. ask him to come to cailing's rm to eat, he go to my rm instead. den have to go hunt for him.

TUESDAY
polling was on. at first we did not really care to last min advertise ourself. but start to kan chiong when ppl start doin it. touched when we see ppl coming down with the pencils and one of them even tore the paper frm the pencil to bring down. when i saw that most of the ppl who came down to vote i know that. i tot i could win already. but in the end shaun won by 50+ votes. was really sad. cause i wld have to leave this big family that i have got to know and grew close to within this period of time. i think that largely is also because i was given too much of confidence that i will win. THE HIGHER THE HOPES, THE GREATER THE DISSAPPOINTMENT. feel that i have failed those that really came to vote for me. my GLs, my breezers and those flaming(shaun's og mates) that decide to abstain due to me. ben called me to console me despite his assignment being due the nxt day. his gentle talk feels wierd. and with cailing's hug, actually i was tearing in my eyes already. besides me, lorna and troy did not make it too. lorna did not seem to have much feeling. troy try to take it in his stride but can feel that he was dissappointed too. later he came to my rm to borrow fan. funny guy leh. knock the door already dunno how to open den open already dunno how to come in. luckily come in already know how to sit. had a talk with him. everyone is like asking me to run for recreational sec cause it is empty now. i wld gladly take it cause in this way, at least i can be with the family still. just that i wld miss working with kok vui.

WEDNEDAY
was watching superstar when all my campaign mates start to go to JCRC meeting. suddenly i feel lost and left out. durin commercial went to take a look at the hall supper. jun jie ask me to help dry up the benches which the JCRC is doin. den he quickly change and say sorry that he had forgotten. felt hurt that time but i know it was not his fault so did not show it. den jason ask me to help out. in the end i still help out. why not try to be part of the family before i really feel that i am out. when i go over to the recre games part where most of my campaign mates are. i really feel out of place. they are like busy helping out but i had no business to be there at all. den wei huang ask me to help get the blue hse ppl to be down cause they wanna select house rep but veri little ppl frm blue hse. sometimes i wonder why am i doin this. JCRC stuff. but i miss and i want to do it. so scared that at a point of time they will shoo me away. tok to terranc abt rec sec. he seemd to be discouraging me to run. but jason ask me not to care abt him cause he is just trying to help his friend clear himself of competitors. had a long tok with jason and pei shi. learnt even darker secrets in JCRC. sometimes it make me feel as though "ren shen hen hei an" den i help to settle the Head house rep things also lor. thats weihuang and shaun's job already lor. thanks to eddie and jason for ur critical sentence. it really touched me. eddie" u are forever my no. 1 sports rep" jason" u are definately my 1st choice rec sec. i know rec sect is not u. but the commitee needs u"

THURSDAY
was watching superstar half way den pulled by alex to go for hall production rehearsal. played games with them den went thru the script. i only have 3 lines in act1. alll come out and scold ppl one. tiring sia. the director wants me to go for the audition nxt tuesday cause they also approach regina for the role. den he ask me to be fiercer. how to act fierce when nothing is happening. haha. later i fierce den alex say fierce not good for gers again. i only fierce on court wat. den pei shi told me that jason describe me as the female general that protect the gers lar. so out. he think he filming some wushu show arh. after the rehearsal, jason called me up to troy's rm. when i go up they are discussing abt D nD stuff lor. den i just sit there and stone listening to crap. imran veri cool leh. watching some olden chinese serial. after the whole crapping thing. we have decided that troy will run for han gen again, me rec sect and lorna a. rec. troy veri crap leh. he came up with the idea on how to decied who is the rec sec. the longer the name , the longer ur post name will be. really wonder if he is really 25. no competitors, so jason and wei huang will help us by getting ppl down to vote. we just need friends to go and pull ppl down. my campaign ppl helping me. den troy a bit troublesome. senior will go down and vote against him. but i really see his value add when he took a short time to solve the problem that jason and wei huang had with D n D. so assertive, so confident of himself. re wrote my cv and hand it up to jason already. in peishi's words "u shld run for JCRC cause jason needs ppl like u to help him" i also want to help him. but not that when i got the few head's support den can already wat. just blame the voting to be too transparent or jason wld have pulled me in long ago.

FRIDAY
D n D today. slp the whole afternoon after sch. in preparation for playing tonight. desmond ask us to meet at 6 but we started putting on make up and 6 only. later we realise that jack set an earlier time cause he know the gers wld be late. all of us were wearing black except for yuan ting in white. photos in my friendster. go and see lar. food was not that great. we did not finish for any of the course. too busy talking already. kok vui's hair is really style. like wind blow all over. den huixiu is really pretty. she had a different kind of look as compared to yesterday. show her normal photo to nicola, he dun believe that she is the same person. they gave out like 5 awards per gender tot that every one wld get something. but in the end it was not true lor. i think those who did not get anything wld be upset. huixiu is the queen and jingli (i still think he look like sun xie zhi) is the king. lots of our gl getting colours award that night. no wonder they ask our whole grp to go. only 3 person and 2 gls never go. the lucky draw we also won lots of things naturally. out of the 10 prizes, steph, kat, xueqi and jason fu won. there was a a part veri cock up. the mc called out 0..0....1 and pause for a long time, den jonathan stood up thinking that he won. den the mc say he haven finish saying. 0...0...1...9 !! den it was jason fu. still our own ppl wat. haha. but jonathan really malu. somemore they gave him a packet of biscuit to make up for it. jason fu got nominated for best dressed. but he dressed normally leh. also dunno why. yanling they all wanna sabo me again. when jason did his catwalk, they wanted to shout for me to go hug him. we have not been talking for 2 weeks already if really hug nxt time walk pass each other must cover the face already. jason had to last min tell me that i have competitor for rec sect again. like wat kok vui say. i really sui leh. every post i want also have competitor. dun wanna spoil my mood for the night. think abt it nxt time lar. at first everyone say after the dinner go out together. anything also can. in the end for the gers only left with me and xiu juan lar. jack, ben, lum, jay, desmond, pakloon, jonathan, jereme, nicola, xiu juan and me went. elieen join us. went china black in jay and pak loon's car. i like little kid like that they request to see my ic. they played snooker and darryl and jonathan drank waterfall (cool looking fire burning drink) before we go to the dance floor. xiujuan and elieen was like honey lar. keep having guy coming over. respect those gentlemen that ask our guys if can dance with them. den they fend off those ppl lar. den there is this angmoh guy was looking at elieen frm the podium already. den he came down and talk to her. clearly that elieen was not interested lor. den when she walk away, he keep trying to pull her back. since i was beside elieen, i became his nxt target without my knowing lar. he ask he if he was rude den i said yes. cause his hand seem to want to touch elieen while talking to her or even me. den he say elieen does not seem interested. i told he straight away that she is not. when i tot things were over and he will walk away. he started dancing nearer and nearer to me. up the the extend that he was rubbing on me, den his hand coming to my waist lar. i push his hands away and walk across our circle of ppl. now ppl know that something is wrong already. cause initially they tot he is our friend. jay started closing the circle and dancing vigourously using his butt to push that guy out. desmond also close onto him already. while i was telling jonathan wat happen, pushing started. nxt time i know jereme wanted to punch him, lum pulled him back, desmond grab that guy's neck, ben pretend to stop the fight but kicked him once. about the rest i also dunno already. veri messy lar. bouncer came and call them up for questioning. lum say that it is elieen and my fault lor. say we too pretty already. that guy can't even get so obvious hints. serve him right lar. everyone was initially looking at gers bar top dancing, become looking at us. that was also the time where i notice that teodrick (JC friend) was just behind me. wat an eventful night sia. went back to hostel to slp for the night first.

ccas

2005-08-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

just as i had expected, everything is wierd now. jason isn't answering my sms or msn now. but if he does not bother to tok to me, den why shld i keep trying? not that i really like him or wat. ben ask me not to be so bad and tok to him. but i feel as though i am talking to the wall. not caring abt him already lar. got lots more things to do. keeping myself veri busy with activities. the most busy one is running for JCRC. had to campaign, rally, den poll. my campaigning grp was fun. did 3 banner. t-shirts, and pencils to give out. that cause us our whole national day holiday. spent the whole time in hall and never even watch the NDP. but there is also lots of troublesom thing about this lar. learnt a lot of politices goin on in hall. ppl ganging up again someone and ask me to help pull votes against him being in the JCRC. i am just a freshie, what can i do? thanks to jack and ben for giving me advice on JCRC, chingz, jonathan, darryl, wenting, desmond for helping out in our campaigning. campaignmates (steph, cailing, yirui, kok vui, jinjie) press on. results are coming out already. besides jcrc, i am also busy with other things, like being pulled my jonathan to join ice skating club. say he will teach me, but in the end i learn frm jasmine and by myself lor. useless main com !! went for dragonboat too. met jingyi (sec sch senior) and jing quan (my handsome cockson) use to work with him last time. now become his junior. a bit funny hor. but li ping, i found him already leh. but u have DX dun need already lar. haha. joining dragon boat if jcrc does not work out lar. now goin for kick boxing lessons every wednesday also. quite fun but learnt that i cannot coordinate my hand and legs leh. den alex aka kopi-diam ah pek have a new introduction lor. ask me to help out to act in hall's production. tot quite easy, but when i saw them rehearsalling all yr 2 den i feel lost there. dunno who intro me to him one. actually i dun even know him when he ask me. but he is quite nice lar. that time talk to him until 5+ den he sent me and angelia back to our rm cause he say slp at TV lounge veri ugly. somemore intro the shuai ge of the hall to us. he thinks that tk, lawrence, jeffery, jack, kang jun is gd looking. but see them everyday, also nothing special already. D&D of hall 13, inter blk games, supper outing is coming up too. stop trying to press the JCRC for more activities lar. i am goin crazy over this already. not even inside ppl start to complain. must really try to get back into study mode. slack too much already lar. oh ya, the view frm my rm is great. everynite can have free movie to see already. jonathan, pei yao, jeremy bernard, shaun, issac, marcus they all like to play tou diao you diao. keep pulling each others pants and disturb other while they are bathing. interesting show. jasmine, thanks for ur talk. but i dun wanna feel as though i am psycho to think that i like him and he like me. just let things go the natural way lar. but i think sch work is too busy for him already. feels quite gd now. but i think my birthday we are goin to get sabo. arh !!!

jason's birthday

2005-08-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

i finally persuade him to go. but in the end i was sabo like hell lar. all thanks to my grp and ben phua, mostly jay. firstly i was ask to help him put on the ear stud. feels kindda weird. that stupid ben phua suggest me to use my mouth to screw the stud in. luckily no one insist on that. after that we were ask to bit tha strawberry together. den he eat it in haha. den it change to some chocolate shavings frm his cake. i ate that in. den become some pastry that paul dunno kop frm where. jay keep breaking the pastry to smaller and smaller piece. in the end me and jasn gave up and did it. jereme and ben wanted to push our heads together lar. luckily jason discovered. it feels so wierd. cause our nose are touching and our eyes dunno where to look at. we place the tatoo that we bought for him at the base of the cake. so ask him to lick the base up before he can take it. it was a tatoo of an eagle like his lar. den actually they ask him to place the tatoo on me so that we have qing lu tatoo. but nothing was done. haha. den became all of us drank a mouthful of martell, toasting jason lar. did not know that martell was that strong. melissa complain that it tasted like the chinese medicated oil lar. i really took a mouth full and my whole body was instantly hot. after that desmond gave me a cup of water cause i was really red. for those who know me, they would know that i am easily red like wat ad calls me, lobster. i said i was ok den jay pour the water away. and me mix a cup of voldka sprite for me to finish. ask me to drink finish the whole cup with him. i drank alf the cup den desmond seeing that i was really red finish the cup for me. jay saw that and mixed another cup. infomation frm the rest, the first cup was 50% voldka, 2nd cup was 60% voldka lar. the second cup i drink 1 mouth give up already. cause i cannot taste the sprite at all lar. i was really hungry cause did not eat dinner, den that stupid jay dun wanna buy me supper, ask jason to buy. i shout that i am hungry nobody chap me. i give up. everybody wanna go off already so i went off. desmond was so worried abt me lar. even call my roomie to take care of me. but i roomie was at south spine, (abt 20 mins of walk) away. everyone was asking me to drink if i drunk never mind got jason to carry me and his room is just above and lum (his roomie) will bunk into jereme's rm. stupid right. of course nothing happen lar. i went back to my room and slp until abt 1 plus den go to jack there to talk showing him that i was alright. now i can't enter blk 62 already. almost everyone at their level know already lar. some of them i dun even know. lets hope tha nxt time i see jason it will not be weird.

school started

2005-08-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

can someone help me persuade the stubborn jason fu to go for his birthday dinner that we are planning for him? he really lame leh. at first still bluff me that it is not his birthday. tok to hi for abt 10 mins over the phone trying to drag him down. hard to persuade military trained guys sia. we dun care already going ahead with the celebraion plans and he better come. imagine planning a birthday dinner for someone and the person is not there. wanna lock his bike up already. school officially started today. cock up leh. i have lessons at 8.30 because fane cannot wake up, we were late. luckily there was nicholas to drive us there. the door to my seminar room could only open after half an hr of trying. crazy leh. den the teacher release us 10 minutes earlier still. so did not study much. suppose to be a 2 chapter discussion. in the end, nobody speak up and we only completed 1 chapt. like that also gd. means that no homework. lecture was boring as usual. just copied some notes and study myself lar. spent the bulk of the time toking to yan ling. my mum was funni. yesterday realli like shift the whole house over. tv and desktop is here already. but the com very crap leh. cannot be connected to internet. cause it uses telephone cable instead of cable. (too old already) but can dunno do wat to make it work lar. den the mouse that we bought is really siao siao one. connection veri bad. always cannot sense the mouse one. den wats the com for? i hope my laptop comes soon

update in hall

2005-07-28T03:38:00.000+08:00

hello ppl, i am staying in ntu hall 13 now, so might not update as often cause dun have laptop yet. having fun here. partying everynight, either watch tv, tok cock, play mahjong, or simply stone. hall camp was fun, met a lot of new ppl. by then way, my grp won the best grp for hall camp !! and we make out hgl treat (who ask him to promise us) now i am still nursing myself frm sun burn and abrasion frm camp. i finally know whats the diff between boys and men. the guys here are really nice lar. go out can help u carry things one, den will help you get food and all. significant ppl that i met is the every sleepy ah lian yanling, our veri own uncle desmond (always kanna nag by him to study), always crap with me kat, mambo king jay, full of hidden talent ben fong (everyday blur blur but can do headstand, speak french, star bball and soccer player), kopi-kia ben phua, crazy stella, child care center boss jack (all the kids always go his rm and play one), jie mei jonathan. actually now i am in jie mei's rm typing this out while waiting for our hgl, jack to return from his mambo session. i know i am getting really close with jonathan cause from my intuation, i heard ppl toking abt us i think. but who cares. my and kennard last time also like that wat. and last but definately not least my new eye candy, the eagle. he really pro sia, diver, special unit, got tatoo, bike, but does not smoke and most of all single. haha. nxt time i post pic of his tatoo up. as for my school like, nothing much goin on cause only attended 1 lect so far, den it is like econs yr 2 work. my imetable damn slack one day at the most study 4 hrs den tue got no lessons at all. haha. join kick boxing lesson every wed night, sign up for odac and dragon boating. thinking of joining the JCRC (hall's student's council) as well. see how things goes lar. not taking up any minors this semester first. see how i get use to uni life. that stupid jonathan is asleep hugging my hp now while i am doin this in his rm. later must go and wake him up. haiz troublesome

white out

2005-07-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

went for white out (company's retreat) first game was bowling. haven play that for long. had 40 for the first game. but got the had of it by the 2nd game got 106.. haha. shah is the best bowler and halima the worst. guess every one had different talents. janice was the funniest. she keep bending her body in hope of the ball to change directions too. haha. mel came up with this new theory. must squat in front of the lane after you bowl. it is really useful for her. got her a few srike and spares. haha. 2nd game was ballon war. it became like a guy vs ger's fight. i really suck it is. hisyam won cause he just stays at a corner, waiting for everyone to fight finish den he appear. good strategy. 3rd game was archery. knew that i cannot shoot when i was in cca leader camp at bintan 2 yrs ago already. the bow is as tall as me leh. my right hand have strength to pull, but left hand dun have strength to hold the bow. janice had blue black on her had. poor thing. weining is gd at shooting and germaine is gd at retrieveing the arrows (dun think it is an easy task hor. i can't do it). last game was the indian bowling. dunno wat u call it lar. when we played at dfac, we use cups. that day we resort to using slippers. haha. dinner was fun. dun need to ration, den need to serve, no area cleaning. just relax eating. yong quan was scary. ask him to bring fruits over, he brought the whole big plate (directly from the serving table). haha. lucky draw i won a toiletries bag. but lizawati won a dvd player leh... so gd... better den nothing lar. had fun. nice video done up by nina. the redang video sort of bored most of us cause it was too long. having running nose and fever and soar throat now. and my right ear cannot hear anything now. guess it must have been affected. guess i can't work any more. sch is starting and i am sick now. bye my innotrekkers. see ya durin my holidays hor..

hong kong

2005-07-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

lazy to post up everything. nothing much to shop at hong kong. go to the cheap stores, all the clothings either look cheap or no my type. bought some roxy shirts. go to the expensive shops, prices are almost the same as singapore. so why bother to buy frm there. irritated by the hk tour guide. say that we must let them take photos and de sel it to us. why must we listen to them? s$60 for a picture on plate and 2 other 5r photo. daylight robbery leh. bought a watch. the way you read it is really cute. instead of the fingers rotating, it is the watch face that rotate. so we just look a red line to tell the time. was really mentally tired. cause it is so relax, that i feel bored having nothing to do. i am that type that needs to be kept occupied every moment lar. nearly got pickpocket on the first night. a guy fakely drove a bike to near to my uncle thatwe thought it hit him. den another come and fakely help him and den took his wallet away. luckily he accidentally drop the wallet den guilty consience, tell us that the wallet is on the floor. it is only like 25m frm our hotel, 100m frm a police station leh. frm that day onwards, my cousin and i become the body guard of the adults telling them to walk in front of us. so we become the first and last line of defence. tried body and foot massage for the first time. leg one was painful, but body one i fell asleep. the massager dunno how he bent my elbow to the back until it can touch my head, den ask me how come my body can like that. he did that himself how i know. he said must be i build up my arm. wat has it got to do with bending? haha. hate cathy pacific airline. their seat sucks. get neck ache because of that. but the flight that we took back to singapore, it is the first time the plane flew. we did the opening ceremony for it. haha

at changi

2005-06-27T09:28:00.000+08:00

now i am at changi airport typing this out. haha. camp was tiring cause the students were not excited and responsive at all. luckily there was my trainers. darius as buddy is fun. veri nice to bully, but he also bully me too lar. he help me do the bouyance test den i dun have to get wet. haha. wan help us do campfire setup. the fire veri interesting. dunno wat he do to it to make it glow with colours. see ya ppl back on the 2nd ok. still thinking wat to get for so many ppl cause 2nd have staff retreat. YEAH !! can get to see all my trainers and be crazy together. huda ask us to play all the games. guess it will be shag but fun... Wan, i wld remember to get you/us liqour (dunno how to spell) and hisyam, i dunno can get for u hk cigerette a not. see ya ppl soon... flight coming already

Post before overseas.

2005-06-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, goin for camp on 24-26 den 27 will be flying off to hongkong already. so all here take care and those frm inno, see you on the 2nd for our staff retreat. sorry to all those that i rejected ur camp. went with ching yin to ntu. we really look like tourist lar. so sad that we have so many admission forms to fill in. already taken 2 sets od passport photos already. hope they dun need anymore. but how am i goin to get a black and white photos for staff retreat. veri ex to wash one photo leh

com cock up

2005-06-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

my com really cock up leh. sent for repair twice from the last time i blog. i really wanna give up on it already can't even open e-mail. now some pages still cannot open. all my friends are telling me to give up and wait for the laptop. but i will still need a com at hm wat. den windows xp is already the newest. wat else can i change to ? somemore, ntu's application all must use com still. i had to go to my cousin's hse to use. the orentation camp also veri funny, need to apply and go thru selection one. see how does it goes lar. so sad, my pri sch gathering and council homecoming also cancelled. dunno wat happen actually lar. but the company's instructor's gathering has changes to the 2nd. that means that i can go to hong kong and to the gathering too. we are goin raffles marina and dress code is all white. they refuse to let me see know will happen leh. only did few interesting things this week. went bbdc to finally sign up and went thru the final theory lesson already. met kah fai, carol and boon keat in my class. went shopping with yuenmei, bought mostly cosmetics. guess we are getting vainer. haha. went bilu's hse to play mahjong. too long never play with real tiles and ppl already lar. lose $50+ within 3+hrs leh. a bit pain. watch mr and mrs smith with sandra. and actually suppose to watch batman with shahul but he never get back to us. nxt week another busy week. camp from monday to wed (got zaher the weird attachee last time and dunno how he got my hp number.. eeekk..) thur goin to ntu for medical checkup. fri goin to bank for study loan and watching initial D. yehh.. and my timetable will be out by tml already..

updates

2005-06-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

alex and i are toking already... but he feeling is losing already. maybe thats the best for the both of us. he still have his a levels and ns while i will be in uni. my pri sch having a gathering on 17th. hope to see lots of friends whom i have not seen. miss the bunch of crazy IJ gers. 24th goin back to jj for council homecoming. resting frm camps until 20th so can ask me out already. think i am goin to adidas ware hse to get the $45 shoes soon and bugis to buy the leather slipper for uni and holiday. i think on 27th goin to hong kong with aunt to shop for uni clothing. chingyee and i is goin to be hostelmates and my cousin is goin to be my neighbour. thanks for ur help weina and ur president of ur hall. to those goin to ntu see ya soon. i think lots of my course mates already. like shaozhen, choy, huixin, peiyun, ming juan, DX, david, weiting, alicia..... i guess more to come along. so see ya guys.

yuhua and queenstown

2005-06-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

during 3-5 yuhau camp:
i had a ever tired buddy, roy. haha. forever have that sleepy look lor. slacker. the grp was really bad in school. cause it is a full uniform grp student, den they veri yaya cause been to a lot of camps already. this is the first camp where i had pioneering and leadership. forgot abt my knots and lashing already. luckily there was roy. nina was bery funni durn leadership. she played music and ask them to sway their body to it. in the end it was the trainers enjoying. DX can sleep by fakely putting his sunglass on. for mass game, the last item that they had to find was steph. in the end, she hide herself in the toilet for 20 mins, nobody found her. i shout until wanna die to control the kids. found that i had lots to do in this camp. later realise that i was the only season trainer in my wave thats why. faizal's last camp already. i found him sniffing den he chase me away cause dun wan me to see him cry. but he did break down after all. guess i wld miss this brother in camps. forever quarreling but can also felt his kindness thru his offer to send me hm and teaching me how to slack at proper times. like wat naz says, hard to find this type of guys already. u keep asking if i lose weight since the first time u saw me 6 months ago. i just weigh myself. yes. i lose abt 4 kg. did not notice that myself. interesting thing durin the camp was the haka done by the ncc boys and the finding out of DX being hot and thomas having tight butt. haha

during 6-8 queenstown camp:
freak out durin this camp. campfire mc for the first time. had an atachee for the first time. had to lead the lab park hike. first time did reflections. small, budget and short camp. 7 grp, no side dish and supper, started after lunch on 1st day. i dunno how to take attachee cause i dun even really do my debrief well. i was stressed the first day until i did my debrief for the wall for 10 mins. sorrie boonz i really did not have time to teach u on 2nd day. so u had to like the student listening to me. had a long tok with naz on my way to lab park. i had to lead the way cause all of the others dunno the route. was thinking how come i am the one takin the atachee cause i am not the most experience one there. the most is halima but they did not dare to let her take boonz cause of her attitide. tok to halima abt this already. gues she must be feeling puzzled initially too. naz gave me a difficult task too. to influence the rest. cause she realise that all the others had been follow my footstep. she claim that where ever i am, they wld sort of follow. did not realise thatmyself. but charles also said that boonz is like my shadow. i was over worked. did campfire mc, den had to rushed toact in the reflection thing straight away. i expect more pay hor...

camps short note

2005-06-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

24-26 braddell westlake camp is really small. only have 3 classes. 5 grps. but one whole class is PRCs (people republic of china). and i have abt 10 of them in my grp. and they are really pampered. everything also dun wanna do. keep wanting to rest only. if not keep complaining that they wanna sleep. irritating. but lickily this camp has a huge grp of sports leader, like OGLs like that to help us. i have abt 10 of them in my grp. they are really those enthu bunch. den there was an attachee whom like nobody care. his character was really weird. say that he wanna go out of the campsite to meet his gf. but bluff mimi that he is goin out to buy shaver. and he ask if i had bf. and told me that i am nxt in his queue and ask me to wait for him. crazy meh. i did lots error in this camp.
1) forgot my serving duties
2) got too close to the students. a guy tickle me until i was rolling on the floor, den he still dunno how to stop lor. in front of his teacher still llike that. hands on my waist still. den attempt to take off my pants.
3) we (students leader and me) try to on the tv to watch liverpool vs ac milan but failed. so we have our own soccer match in the students leader's bunk. den the teacher found us out at 3am and punish them.

27-30 eastspring camp really tiring 4days 3nite camp. had to take the first mrt to the sch, den dragonboat the first day. luckily there was incentives. my corkson (someone who steer the boat at the back) (dunno how to spell) gen xin. he is gd looking. and frm ntu's dragon boat team. me, liping and steph decide that we shld go join the team so as to know him. he is those tan, fit, spike hair and cute smile guy. but liping like another style. she like the dark, cool, mysterious looking, but muscle big like anything corkson. too bad is was not in sleeveless for liping to see but i have seen before. jasmine (a cute sporty corkson) was there too. i was veri bad, reminding her not to break the rutter (a oar like this use to steer the boat) again. cause the last time i did dragon boating with her, she completely spoil the rutter and her slipper floated away. den we had to run to the national stadium in the rain to shower. we really have time until i started conditioning my hair too. for the nature hike the 2nd day i realise that i have brought the kids to a longer route. nxt time i wld being them to a shorter route. charles was really funny lar. he tot that half was thru was the summit already and started turning back he did not enter the forest at all cause he tot that it was a dead end. haha. den everything was veri much like any other camp.

my futher camp schedule is in a mess lar. at first they took me out of the 1-3 bartley camp to ask me to do 30-1 dazhong camp. den thay ask me to rest for 30-1 dazhong camp cuz i was doin back to back already. 1-3 bartey camp clarrissa wanted me to take over her but i rejected was i wld be doin 3-5 yuhua camp and 6-8 njc camp. i think. huda (man power in-charge) was really funni lar. she say she wanted to choose ppl for the nj's camp. i tot she wanted to choose the older ppl more appropriate wat den she ask me to do. the age gap is so close. dunno how to tok to them also. a bit scared. den nj, everyone was like thinking that are they that type that books books and more BOOKS. haha. lets see how is goes..

dinner, marsiling, jj vs mi, dragon boat

2005-05-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

veri busy this week.

MONDAY
went out for dinner with my secondary school friends (bilu, ries, san, weiting, hsing thye) met at coffee club, as usual, i was late. we tok cock all the way until 12 and caught up with the updates of many ppl. sad to know that i have friends (although not so close) who are already parents. now they are having so much responsibility.

TUESDAY
went for the JJ vs CJ match

WEDNESDAY to FRIDAY
had camp with marsiling sec. i buddy with faizal again. 2nd time already. heard frm lisa log that i am his fave buddy. how can that be when i leave most of the things for him to do. haha. but his working style and me like complement each other although we always fight. cause he is always RaRa ing the kids, den he cock up never take note of the timing den i have to be his secretary. tis time, we were not late for any activities. our grp was so well behaved that we almost did not believe that they are NT students. and this is the first time i have kid who are so afraid of heights that his leg become like jelly and i have to literally cary him down the trolley. i tot only me have misunderstanding with guo liang. faizal also. but we cleared up the mistnderstanding durin debrief and he even say bye bye to me before he left. one thing interesting in this camp is i finally slept on a hanging hammock. last time i always use it as sleeping bag. first nite i slept on it, scared that i wld fall. den 2nd nite i sleep in it (there is an opening to slip urself in until become like sleeping in a ballon) more comfortable and relax. contact lens break again. luckily i can piece and mix this time. my arms are aching from belaying a 100+kg guy. dunno wat he eat also. i wanted to fly when he fall but also scared. can u imagine the impact of him falling. luckily he did not fall. anyway he could not fall cause i was pulling him veri tight. and i had everyone laughing at me.

FRIDAY
took the school's bus out to the main road to take bus. mr mak offer to fetch me to the match, but since he will be late, i rejected him. but i fell asleep and was late also. met dayah first before goin. that stupid vickram hor, push me into the mud. so dirty lar. jj really put in their effort. nobody tot that they could win MI. in the end they really won lar. they were really happy even though it is just plate third. their stupid bus came veri early that they cannot wash up. den the bus force them to change along the road den allow them up. they had to change their boots. shorts and shirts. they are use to taking off shirt den for shorts wise, they had tights underneath so it is ok. but they all looked like swimmers with their tights onli. evan was being the temporary traffic police. he in his tights and so-called sports bra (shoulder padding) stood in the middle of the road directing traffic. every driver that drove pass him was laughing like mad lar. den kenton they all veri bad. they were shouting "ny sux" veri loudly across the road while ny was playing against sa. untimately of cause ny lost. den alex finally spoke to me !! he was looking at my direction den say thanks to me for coming to their match. i did not reply him cause dunno who he was speaking to. den vick comfirm for me that he is talking to me. tot that we could be on toking terms again. but he did not reply me when i ask if he was toking to me. hack care already lar. dun think i wld even see him again

SATURDAY
went for dragon boating with my company. met man first. he really blur sia. could not wake up, den ask me to wait at the wrong bus stop. it is gd enough that he did not take the bus in the wrong direction again. den we had a water fight 2 boats splashing water to each other. met a lot of new chinese ppl. they told me that they dun feel comfortable with the malyas ard. but this is singapore wat and i am ok with them. wat to do. den they say i am becoming like malay and they mission is to turn be back to chinese. haha. i think it is cause they are new den dunno a lot of internal jokes. met singapore under 19 rugby team and alex ex coach (also MI's coach) when we went to the national stadium to wash up. tok to him before but he could not recognise me. later 17 of us were at suntec walking ard. really like excursion like that. huda they all wanted to go sentosa, but it was raining. den we wanted to go watch movie. but it is $9.50. den we were walking aimlessly. the grp of chinese (not being racist) could not take the bordness and left. we went to play arcade den later to princep street. a dunno wat place. a bit like turkish cafe. the tea dun taste nice leh. den they had wat shisa. some kindda like cigarette like that but it is smoking fruit. did not dare to try. i was like bored there. luckily they pushed this big tv with ESPN in front of me. den watching tv all the time waiting for the man u arsenal match to start. went off at half time with rozita and mai cause dun want the cab driver to get mid nite charge.

SUNDAY
slept at hm the whole day

MONDAY
going out with them for a recee at raffles marina. huda make it sound so myterious. "wanna go somewhere for recees tml" haha. den qianyi told me the details. sorry azlan i lazy to go JB with u all cause i realise that i have lots of back to back camp.

NXT WEEK
full of camps nxt week. 24-26 bradell westlake sec. 27-30 eastspring sec. 30-1 dazhong sec. which means i cannot go for IJ BT's (my pri sch) fun fair and it is going to be tear down. and my council dinner. so see ya nxt time

JJC vs CJC

2005-05-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday stayed up until abt 6 doing nothing cause can't slp. dunno cuz of wat also. den today nearly cannot wake up. lazy to go out so intending to cook maggi mee at hm, luckily yuenmei called me for lunch with her at westmall before she goes to her driving lesson. wanted to ask mr mak to fetch me, but he was in a class and can only be there at half time and his phone no batt, cannot contact me. so i had to endure the long mrt ride of 40+ mins. to reach novena, den took a taxi of $3. the taxi had to drop me on one side of the field, den the team is on the other side. i had to walk all the way and mind you, it was drizzling for a long time, so the whole place was wet. my feet was like shit when i reach them. the guys were veri nice, ask me to stop complaining and offer me their water to wash my legs later. today he is playing, i told myself not to look at him only. but he did not perform well lar, can see that his leg is not ok yet. halfway also got sub out. got once, his eyes had soil inside, he was asking for water, den i still say dun care. int the end also cannot bear to. the perform quite badly lar, only a bit better den how they play rj. so now they lose their chance of 5th place already. at first i was still thinking that if they are 5th this yr, not so bad, only a place down frm last yr. mr seah and mr mak say it is due to their fitness level and some of them are veri stubborn, thinking that they are veri gd. i think nxt yr wld be even worst. they better start training them now especially that nabil. mr mak offer to sent me to orchard cause he meeting ms yap there for the nice food of mos burger (in the words of mr mak). bilu, there is nothing goin on ok. dun think too much. he was once an AC swimmer leh. add that info on to be cheely. haha. no interested in teachers except maybe for mark zee and yong hui lar. haha. since got transport why not? tok cock with him all the way, den he realise that i really know the stuffs of his players. dunno why he suddenly ask me if alex have girlfriend. of all ppl ask abt him. he ask me not to take biz already, can go and be journalist. haha. i know all the secrets of his players cause they tell me wat. friday they are havin their last match against MI. ahmad ask me dun bother goin already. cause we know the results already. MI guys are big lar. i wld be goin down after my camp. maybe con mr mak into fetching me there again. haha

JJC vs RJC

2005-05-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

today was a really sui day for me. when i got up today morning, my specs spoil. the plastic where specs rest on the nose drop. den when i was going out for rugby match, den i realise that my contact lens crack again. the new brand (BioMedic) that the optician recommend sucks. haven even a month and i dun wear everyday, still can get spoilt. goin to change to permenant ones already. went for jj vs rj match at rj. thats really far bishan, 43 mins of mrt ride. their green shirt frm far look very nice. saw a whole bunch of bright green ppl running before i can reach the school. nobody much except for the team is there. only have richmond, clement and a tennis guy and CDC ppl. mr seah was like crapping before the start of the game lar. heard that he burst one of the rj's ball. dunno how he did that one. the team veri cock up, never bring tee (cone use to place the ball for penalty) den dunno where freddie went to gif birth to one. for both teams, the outcome of todays match does not matter, so they really anyhow play. both team field their 2nd team. den all jj's tackle like does not stop them at all. we only hold on to them and get drag or force to let go of them. mr selamat (coach) was not happy at all. scream throughout the 1st half. den 2nd half cannot take it already, sub in the first team too. rj's team this yr was so much smaller in size compared to their last yr team. but they are very fast. all of them can run like gen. at least they did not taunt us. but some of us are still injured. evan almost got strangled, josh was flying at scrums, san got slap, vick's injured ankle got step on, aaron's lips. guess this is part of rugby. ahmad did well today. he was practically shoving everyone off the pile of human and protect the ball. hail ahmad !! jason very funni. after he got sub out, he ask me for comments on his play. like i am expert at rugby like that. a lot of things i still do not understand even after watching it for 3 yrs. guess really have to play to know better. in the end we lost 80+ to 0. but doesn't matter lar. we expected it anyway. tot that today will be the last match, but on tue there is another match against cj. if they win it, they wld be fighting for the 5th position. according to halima, cj sucks, so we shld be able to win. luckily tue i free to watch. lets hope that there is someone to accompany me. even if no also does not really matter lar. there are also ruggers at the bench. mr seah wld not be there. hopefully mr mak goes. he did not play today cause still injured. we both saw each other, but did not tok at all. i finally suceed 1 week not toking to him at all. lets wee how long the cold war wld be.

ALEX .... HAIZ

2005-05-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

tok to him before thatmatch and say that i wanna speak to him after that he said ok, but later on went to do every other thing except toking to me. dunno what is his thinking abt. i really got tired trying to tok to him. i gave him attitude, telling him that forget abt wat i say, den walk off. he Oi, Oi. den never do anything abt it already. apparently, his parents came up pick him up to go to some chalet. after the talent time, i tried to call him, but he did not answer again. so the more i think, the more fed up i get. msg him to call me cause i am too tired trying to tok to him already. until now he still has not called. ting ren and yuenmei are telling me to ignore him until he speaks to me first. let him learnt appreciate me. but thursday i wld still go to their game at rj. knowing that the team is out already, but i still feel that i must fufil my promise to go to all their gam. think i will take their team bus/ take mr mak or seah's car/ go on my own. hope yuenmei can accompany me there. at least i have someone and not think of alex. sorry vickram for making you feel that you are stuck in between the both of us. i am just trying to ... do wat i also dunno lar. think i am playing a fool.

JJC vs NYJC & talent time

2005-05-07T13:29:00.000+08:00

that forgetful kai , told me that the match is at 4.30, took a cab back, den realise that it is at 5. evan, neil, alex not playing den when ny came, they also had green jersey, so we had to change. the captain was like "they are afraid of us, thats why they are changing their jersey" i got irritated and ask them who is afraid of who. we are just being nice. alex was strongly against the changing of jersey, so we wore the dri fit, bright green shirt. so stupid lar, like they dun get to use the jersey at all. came late, den even for the nxt match, rj's colour is also green. we played well in the game, but too bad star players not playin, den pitch condition also bad. the teamwas funni lar. kep shifting their bench, until, it reach the middle so that they can watch the match.this is the first match, where i am shouting so much. also dunno wat happen, too excited and worried for them. meiling came to mr seah and say that i am the new manager. who cares abt being compared to her. faizal also came to disturb me durin the game. but i got no time to entertain them lar. the cheering today was much better at least they know when to stop. mr seah and mak also know that i went to scold them and they say it is rite of me to do that. bad luck for us today. despite anand, hamid, ahmad, iksan and a lot of others playing veri well, we lost 13-3. ahmad got hit in the eye and his image is converging now. hope he is alrite. and hamid pulled his hamstring. anand is the MVP today. running all ard the place bringing down everyone.

talent time today was crazy, got friends in all the catergory. the first performance is twister 199, faizalforgot some of the steps, den i disturb him throught the whole night. he was clapping to one of the performance, den i shouted, faizal relax. make him malu. vocal soloist mandarin was won by hee mun (mark, new gf) her voice veri smoothing, like listen already can slp. deniece is upset at coming in 3rd. vocal soloist english is won by sri natasha. nice vocal, but i like minyi's voice. a deep alicia key's version of "if i ain't got you" vocal group won by P.A.L Yihao and pierce's grp they really sounded like westlife or some boyband. so mesmerizing. dance grp is won by pulchtitude, kah's grp. predicted so but other grps were not happy as they got outsider to choregraph for them. did not know wallace ang, the tcs star living at jelapang and exercise at gombak gym was frm jj. millah got "shock" by him. haha. but his singing sucks. forget the lyric and went out of tune. den he claim that he cannot hear the music and it is at the wrong key. how can that be when i am at the 2nd row and i hear. even the avac teacher say is his fault. ms lang, liwen's la mei (spice ger) teacher also perform. i recorded that down for her to watch. den all the teachers were like swaying to her. haha.

Fear

2005-05-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

i really have not been so affected by a person before. i stop msging him for the past 2 days. today i tried msging him again, asking him how is his leg and all. he did not reply again. was complaining to vickram abt that. den i realise that he did not reply vickram too. i know that he is upset at not being able to play the game tml. but doesn't he know that we are just friends who are concern abt him. must he be so affected until like that. i called him later in the nite, his bro pick up the phone and said that he is bathing. msg him to call me back but nothing happen and he did not pick up his phone at all. den i became really worried. not replying msg. not picking up the phone. these are just simple things but i dunno why am i so affected by it. i got really worried cause i belief that rugby is his life. i have never been so worried before. not even when the soccer were out, seeing kennard cry, or my grandpa was suspected of cancer (which is later proven wrong). i think at this time i really cannot deny that i have fallen for him already. no matter how much i deny, i can pass myself, i can't control my brain, my heart. luckily he gave me a msg saying that he was sleeping. guess i wld tok to him tml. i have to endure seeing him so helpless shouting at the sideline pacing up and down again. really hated the PJ guy who step on his leg.

Coach Carter

2005-05-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

went out with yuen mei to watch coach carter today. the show is veri meaningful abt a coach who took this grp of really weak team to the 2nd placing and who they fought against each other and pick up. the more i see the show, the more i get worried abt friday's match. lets hope that the team can really pick themselves up and those who are injured can recover fast. why do movies always makes things seemed veri easy? within 2 hrs they can do so much stuff. in reality, it is always so hard to motivate people when they lose a match. frm kennard to the currently rugby team. i still remember the classic quote

so wat if i played well, i will never get to play again

lets hope that i would not hear this quote again. when it came out of kennard's mouth, i really felt like crying. but he are already crying. if i cry too, how? have to stay strong to motivate him. for every match, the rugby team has been goin in with confidence. but i think they were too reliant on some ppl in the team, Hamid, Ahmad, Alex Anand. they must learnt tat they are a team, even if those few were not on the field, they have to finish the job well too. plus another thing, the coach in the movie made the team have a grade of C- before they can play. can we impose that on the current rugby team too. i have been seeing too many of me friends back in sch. it was a sad scene to see that. some of them had already plan to retain. how can that be. i also started studying veri late. they can make it one. why waste another 1 yr of ur life when u are already losing 2 yrs in army. Evan once ask me how did i study one. but the problem is they dun even study at all. lets hope that they see the light soon.
for ur info, that particular he has not been replying me at all for the past 2 days. why shld i bother to msg him when he dun even bother to reply. guess my sms could be put into better use ... i could laugh it off in front of my friends but when i reach hm, being alone, i cannot deny that it hurts... more than gd friend kennard not replying...

JJC VS PJC

2005-04-30T12:58:00.000+08:00

i was in a veri confuse mode yesterday, so did not bother to come online at all. i know if i blog yesterday, it will be full of crap. went back for the jj and pj match. yesterday was like fasting for me. did not eat breakfast. cannot eat lunch due to the match and nearly could not eat dinner due to him. if we had won it, we would be gurantee of a place in the semis. all thanks to the bias referee, (the one who cause us to lose to hc by a point, now cause us to lose by a freaking 2 point) our team also did not perform well. playing in a mess and lots of injuries. freddie's shoulder pop, evan's head, alex's knee cap and ankle. dun think that they wld miss that 2 points if ahmad and alex was playing. it was actually a scram and they pushed us all the way. hope they can recover in time for the match on fri against NYJC. now they need to win ny by a big margin. the worst is alex dun think he can recover in time. FUCK that person who step on his legs causing him to sprain his ankle lar. it felt better for me this match. i was sitting on the reserve bench instead. mathew had to say this place is for ruggers only. he dun notice that the team and mr seah dun even mind i am there. he can't play rugby anymore. technically, he is not in the team too. can only say that he is the medic and water boy. i was already confuse abt my feelings in the morning, den vickram had to rub on it. according to the symptoms it seemed like i have really like him without me knowing. when he was injured, i really got worried and when he started sniffing (tearing after that) i got scared cause this is the first time i am seeing him so sad. in the past it was only angry and he is ok after a while. when he doesn't reply my msg, i am a bit angry. something, i know that he is not sure one, i also rather ask him. die already lar. i think i am really sinking in. vick, stop giving me high hope den making me feel worst after that ok. lets hope everything wld be alright and i will get over it soon. but how to when i have so much free time in my hand now that i stop working for this week... SAVE ME !!!

JJC VS SRJC

2005-04-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

actually i have a camp to do for 25-26, but 25 is jj's first match against sr, so how can i leave the team alone. haha. i back out from the camp but they could not find replacement, so hakim took over me for day 1, den i had to go back to work after the match. when i reach sch, dayah ask me to go watch some stupid band and choir performance, their music choice sucks lar. so slow and boring. and it cause me to miss the starting of the match. cause that mr seah decide to start the match early. not much stunts durin the match. except for alex kanna punched, den he and hamid punch that guy back. in the end alex had a yellow card. told him not to fight already. den mr seah and the coach (dunno how to spell his name) not happy with his runs. they took him out. everyone was surprise and guess that it was because they wanna rest him for the other matches. freddy had a veri big improvement from the last time i saw him play. his catch and runs are much better. gen did not get to perform his ballet run. in the end jj won 22-5. they are too confident lar. i heard a comment tat too bad we let them score one. evan got ram into the flagpole today. cause his birthday is tml. feel tha pain for him. den while alex is msging me, they had to pile themselves up onto him. when guys play, they really dunno the limits one. his leg is already injured, aaron still ankle lock him. i feel quite extra being the only ger at the sideline. it was ok last time cause all the j2s i know them. but with the stuck up j1s who think they are veri great, i seem to have no purpose beign there. lucky there was mr mak and seah and shaun and vickram toking to me. that stupid alex did not even bother to acknowledge me. who was the one that say i must do my job as a manager. now he say who ask u to be the manager. wats that sia. there is really a difference in maturity. kai and alex and gen ask me to watch the match, den never even tell me the confirm time and dates. only jason told me that. kids will be kids. there is a match against pj today (push off my $100 belaying for it). think they can win. alex promise me not to fight. if fight, he will fight in front of me so that i can watch properly. haha. i dunno abt myself, but i scared i am falling for alex. last time only eye candy, see already den forget abt it. but now, i realise that i am happy to recieve his msg. den when carey ask me whose rugby match i went to see. i actually say that i am waiting for him to break with his stead. i also dunno lar.. lets see how it goes...

rugby cock up

2005-04-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

the rugby cock up one leh. actually say that today and friday got match, but now all cancelled. den nxt fri and monday maybe got match. how come can anyhow cancel one huh? luckily alex called me yesterday nite and kai sms me early in the morning to inform me abt that. actually me and wenting was still arranging to go to the match together. wasted. but i got to tok to alex for abt 1 hr on the phone. haha. but he was sounding dead at 1+ and he had sch the nxt day, so had to sent him to sleep. poor thing, train for the whole day for nothing. tot that have nothing to do already, den soffi called me early in the morning asking me to do belaying cause wan injured himself. she was like whinning and pleading. but half a day's job only, so better den slping at hm. but i still escape briefing today. lazy to wait for 4 hrs just to tok. daniel still laugh at me that i work monday to fri last week, this week tue to fri, wats the diff. shima called me to do camp frm monday to wed. tireed of waiting for the ruggers answer if have match a not. den they still always not confirm one. at the most last min help shima find replacement i really wanna be at their first game. off to camp again. bye

JJ VS NJ

2005-04-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

went to dfac with yuenmei first to collect her cheque, den we went back to school to watch jj soccer match. so sad to see so many of my friends whe were retain still in school uniform. we went in inno uniform feels kind of out of place there. saw the elects, some of them really like mouth got gold, cannot cheer at all. the bp change to sp already, so the hotdog bread dun have cheese anymore. now council sub-division is lion dance i think. they use the drum and cymbal. i think the nxt thing they will do is to take out the lion head too. haha. i did not really cheer today, cause i need to save my voice for tml's rugby match. the stupid team, esp alex, never tell me the bring forward the match lor. if i never go back today i also dunno. luckily dun have work. actually i just push away my briefing for the match. haha. back to today's soccer. they play like shit lar. not together as a team too. zhihan (goalkeeper) like quite a few mistakes lor. den parvan run here and there also dunno doing wat. sohail keep attempting to shoot. but never even control the ball properly first. wasted a lot of open goal. think he play too much rugby already. keep kicking up. i think the one that did the most job is jun yang lar. cleared a lot. the new coach also dun look like one. think mr ng was doing more job den him. the whole team was veri sad after that cause they can no longer advance to the 2nd round. why do goalkeeper have to fell the most abt everything. kennard is like that, zhihan also. zhihan looks the worst. actually i wanna go tok to him den yuenmei tell me better not now. i feel so lucky to have gone to the nationals where jj won. miss melvyn, waileong they all. their match was so much nicer to watch. just got a call frm kennard, tok for 30 sec den he got to go again. in army like in jail like that. so poor thing. tok to him some other time lar. anyway i think lights out already. den he still have range firing. tml going back for rugby match. veri basket one leh, the j2 have dialogue session, cannot watch. wenting goin to sneak out. guess i would be with the team. hope tml i dun have to be the medic. dun wanna see ppl get injured, esp jj. mr seah also dunno can win a not. but i think the last time we won/draw them. but i remember clearly that they have a short player, abt my height. haha. our kelvin also small lar.

carey's last camp

2005-04-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

my first camp in labrador is carey's last camp(6-8) as a full time. did not know it until the 2 nite when carey say out. she went out to buy us supper durin the camp. i think it is because it is her last camp, that why she is a little slack. nothing much happen except that there is a cute teacher, yong hui. 25 yrs old only. haha. tok to him quite a bit. den vick is using that to threaten me lar. called me a freak somemore. think i got to know vick more in this camp. last time i tot that he act big shot but he is actually quite fun to be with. did belaying for hong wen pri (11-12). the sch is so chinese that even the announcement was made in chinese. den they had some teachers and parent volunteer to guide the kids den we cannot stay over. they cannot control the kids at all lar. using whistle plus mike oso cannot get there attention. first day it was raining, so tot that can slack. who knows that tennant promise them wet weather activities. spent more time getting their attention den playing. for the 2nd day sun scorching the whole day, cannot tahan. when i know the instructors for nan hua pri (13-15) know that i am going to be disturbed to death already. the whole grp of malay guys going. luckily this time round at jbac dun need to we to the mud pool. but i had a hard time kayaking cause 2 kayaks drift away the the kids dunno how to paddle back. i never bring rope, so also cannot tow them back. kids must really knoe their left and right and how to read the clock. ask them to meet at 7.25, 6 they started to make noise and i woke up to scold them. Roy (one of the big boss) daughter is in the camp also, den he everyday also come. veri irritating. but at least his younger daughter veri cute to disturb. parents came again for the campfire, chaotic sia. 4 of my kids cried and 1 of the parents still boast about the gd food and good condition that she always live in. who cares. she is in my camp now. den for the nxt day i treat her veri bad. but she is also irritating lar. always try to stick to me and touch me. EEekkkks. i missed JJ's soccer first match where is lost to mj. den kennard had to call me when my line is under malaysia at jbac to ask me for the results. going to watch their 2nd match see how they perform lar. now they need to win the 2 remaining match to get into 2nd round.

busy

2005-04-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

after the previous update, all the instructors decided to have a gd rest after working so hard for so long, so we went for movie on 24 and to sentosa on gd friday, 25. so happen that jing yuan also can come out on that day, so became like outing for him. dunno why zhiyu is angry and sad that we did not ask him along. not as if it is on purpose and he shld know that there are ppl in the company that dun like the way he work also. i did not go hm for the night. went to moloko to visit iza. her work place had cute ppl. that shima had to order 2 jugs when only her and me are drinking crazy sia. in the end we threw away 1 jug. den hang ard orchard until ad cannot take it den we went party world until 6+ take the first bus hm. i slept all the way until the bus driver come and wake me up lar. so malu. 27 we had kayaking course and and germaine shld join us, but they did not turn up. so left me and halima. quite fun, did not learn much but having a serious tan now. went for liza chalet, cause it was her birthday. quite a lot of inno ppl turn up. highlight of the nite is we breaking the resort's bed. they wanted to take photo of all of us in the air, so we started jumping ard. den alzan who was jumping on the bed broke it. the malay guys blame it on me for nothing lor. it was fun seeing 5 guys trying to repair a bed. in the end also cannot repair, just make it look stable. azarh make fun of me so much that i took his solomon cap away. and until now still haven return him. left on the 2nd nite of east view camp (30-1) cause i had to go for yckss camp at jln bahtera. left on the 2nd nite of yckss camp (1-3) cause had kayaking the nxt day. the yckss camp was one of the worst camp that i did. just going thru the motion, like rushing thru everything like that. den general station my kids still get scolding frm bob. tried my first mud pool walk there. thanks to faizal for lending me his shirt (smelly now). ning han and me could left at 6 but we decide to stay and help out at the campfire cause few trainers only. den we only left jbac at 10. scary sia. so dark. can't even see 50m ahead of me. thats a real night walk. if i hadn't ask ning han to wait for me, faizal could fetch me back all the way to cck on his bike. somemore mimi dun allow him to use the inno's van to send us back. leaving us two poor soul to go back on our own. i am like prone to rumours again. at first they say faizal is my bro, den they say i am together with him. the trainers tot that i like ad just because i am always together with her. haiz. hack care abt all this lar going to experience the labrador campsite tml. Yeah. come back to u all again soon

summary

2005-03-26T13:58:00.000+08:00

these few days, i did lots of camp, so much that i am lazy to write down every thing. a simple breakdown would be St Theresa Convent from 9-11, Siglap Sec from 11-14, belaying St magerate from 16-17, Hua Min Pri from 18-20, Hai Sing Catholic frm 21-24. almost have no rest at all. going to shift my whole house to dairt farm already lar. but we also did a few interesting things like learning dragon boating at kallang, competeing with each other and dunking zaini into the river.some of the more enthu instructors also came my house to come up with a dance (Yeah remix) to perform at campfire. but sadly, not all of us are in the same camp every time. and that is also the last dance for cheeky chong chong before he leave for army. he cried on the last day of his work. all of us sent him to the gates. it is a touching and sad scene. by the way, up till now, i have done 8 grp and 3 belaying. i had 3 best grp already !! yeah !! got feedback from huda and carey, not to be so harsh with my words and to control my grp better. guess i would still have to learnt from the pros. now more and more of the ppl are leaving cause they found permenent job, so camps shld increase. by the way, me and faizal are not brother and sister. dunnno why the kids thinks that. maybe i was too dependent on him on the last camp and we always like quarrel cause i was really tired and stoning most of the time. but not veri true lar. cause after lights off, the gal instructors chat until 3 every nite.

2005-03-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

my fellow innos before out results is out

2005-03-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

3A of hong kah sec... the first grp that i did not scold at all

Hong Kah Sec camp

2005-03-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

Day 1:
i was late again. but not veri this time, cause iza was later den can push all the blame to her. haha. qianyee is so clever lar. name all our groups after greek god, den my is goddess of love, aphrodite. how to cheer like that? the kids change it to afro. haha. An intro me as the fierce instructor. those who know me, i where got fierce. only to those pri sch kids who refuse to listen. did ice breaking for me and my buddy (jing yuan) group cause he is at DFAC. actually tot how am i going to do both. they were a class, so did not actually ice break. they know each other already wat. got them to do up the poster, taught them tick tok cheer. later got them to come up with a cheer for each grp easy for them cause they had quite a few uniform grp ppl. i went to do the dorms instead. chi yi cock up lar. wanna me to do mass briefing myself. bully me leh. luckily he stil help me in the end. my group was so noisy in the bus, cheer and sing until cannot stop lar. frm that time on, i knoe it is going to be a fun camp. even the half asleep crey was woken by them. the guy trainers wanted to close off the dorm 1's toilet cause they dun wanna see panties ard when they bath. but no choice, it would not be fair to the kids, so had to leave it open too. from school to DFAC, already got ppl fell in love with jing yuan and zaini already. looks like the queue is going to be long. haha. it was raining heavily, so the nature hike might be cancelled, we tot of teaching the kids jj dance, but the rain subside, so we still went for the hike. i changed back into my shorts cause scared that my track pants cannot dry in time. do u believe that i change with wayne together at the instructor's dorm. how daring of us. haha. we trust each other but the whole place is glass windows. we had to exchange partner, cause me and jing yuan dun really know the path. a teacher followed me, so i was talking to her most of the time. one of my grp members did not tell me that he had heart condition and he feel a little uncomfortable when we were just 1/3 thru. luckily he made it all the way thur unhurt. at the summit, it started to rain, so we waited for all the groups to reach before moving off. the route back was hard. consist of steep slopes and high steps, we have to climb thru series of up and down before we could reach the bottom. some of the kids who help to support their friends really shine. they were so concern abt their friend's safety. only one where he accidentally cause his friend to slide a bit down with him too. haha. den i bluff a ah beng that he got to wash my shoe for me cause he did not warn me abt the puddle of water in front of me. got to know lots of kids from other grps on our way down. at was raining at night so we had a mass song session and blind man' trail instead.

Day 2:
did crc today, the EFI was veri bad got me to climb up and demo 2 times while jing yuan belay me. once i had to pretend to fall, once i had to climb down again. did the parallel log. one of the kid was so afraid that he step un, dun dare to go thru the logs, climb down or even jump down. in the end, Sunny had to climb up and resque him down. at the rockwall, i got the harder portion, most of the kids were stuck at a certain panel. only one guy manage to climb all the way thru. i flew towards the wall cause my blur anchorman removed his hands. scary to see the wall coming nearer and nearer to u. jingyuan also flew up a few times. my had got jammed in the belaying device, cause the kid is too heavy and suddenly fall. Raymond's lesson of belaying to me is like of no use leh. after lunch, it was raining, so we had to change to wet weather activities instead. learnt how to play human mechanics from jing yuan and the kids played. the game is quite chim andto use lots of brain. hate to play that. we had a competition between the 2 grps and my grp lose because they dunno why half way blur. an caught us playing together and she wanted us to seperate ourselves. the kids was a bit disappointed cause they wanted to stay as a class. i brought my grp to another place, and give them a 20min break to sleep. but they end up talking rubbish to me instead. tot that lapsit is more fun, so i got them to play it. they manage to do it despite falling for a few times. den we had mine sweeper that made all of us laught untiil stomach pain. besides the normal barrier of water bottle they had legs. besides the normal way of walking left and right, they had opening up of legs. we trick a guy my stacking up 2 1.5 L bottle, got him to lift up his pants, tiptoe, den he is able to pass thru it. played loop a loop and had the whole class to do harry porter. they were so enthu abt the funcky chicken dance, that they keep doing it for carey to give them bonus points. jing yuan and me are innocent. we did not teach them anything. when carey gave them 10 bonus points, they were dancing ard. and one of the gers tell me that the nicest part of harry porter is that she get to touch guys. horny sia ! haha. wayne, jing yuan, melissachiyee, nicholas and me decided not to sleep, cause worried about our results. but in the end wayne slept and we took photos and videos of him. jing yuan is veri funny lar. laugh until cannot stop. den hit his chin and ankle veri hard on the floor several time. in the end, we slept for 2 hrs

Day 3:
nothing much to do. the kids started showering us with powder. knew that i would get it soon cause the guy who was playing with powder had his girfriend in my grp and i kept teasing him. on the campfire nite. i still confiscated his phone. zaini was running all over the place to escape frm powder and we hold his girthfriend hostage to be save. recieved all the good luck before taking our results. we had to send them back to school.back at school, the powder war became worst and they put toothpaste on their hand and fakely shake our hands. the kids apparently followed us. esp jing yuan (cheeky chong chong). until take had to ask them to keep 100m off. me and nisa rushed home in taxi and den met rachel to go back to school. fell asleep while waiting for rachel. nearly forgotten to wake up.

Jin tai sec camp

2005-03-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

Day 1:
watch OSCAR in the morning before going for the camp as belayer. too bad i can only watch until best female actor in a leading role, hilary swank !! i ate before going there cause tired if camp food already. every camp also repeat one. was with daniel at the CRC for belaying. only did for 2 groups before the rain came. daniel really one kind one leh. when the rain came, he was so happy cause can get money without doing work den when he kept the station, it was real fast lar. latiffah was playing in the dorm with all the motor helmets and boasting abt there newest clothes. joined carey for the briefing but could not go to recky with them cause dunno if the rainh would stop. i just heard that ivan is chasing qianyi haha. den he came to fetch her with car and umbrella to the bus stop outside. haha. actually wanted to go hm cause the rain make me sticky but lazy to do so. later no choice have to go home cause my shoe the mouth open from the back. need to change. got the shoelace out and threw away the shoe

Day 2:
today work with raymond at the CRC. tot that the belaying would be for the whole day. actually, only half a day cause their school veri small. only abt 3 class at sec 2. for those ppl that did not manage to do CRC yesterday, they came today, so every kid have to chop chop finish it. faizal and halil's kid very bad, all call me auntie. dunno whop teach them one. den i was talking to the soccer guys about baihakki playing soccer at their sch. it seemed like he still does that. their programme had a personal gromming session. we tot it was to teach them make-up or wat. the gers were taught about period and the guys played frisbee. so stupid lar. they would have gone thru it in pri school and at sec 2 level, most of them would have their period already wat. den we were having lunch at that time. mimi said she is watching discovery channel. cannot stand her. but quite gross to see all the transparency while eating. den i went out to but chocolates for ad to give her kids and an for herself and myself. an ask me to take her bike, but i can't ride. she she ask me to sit on it and use my legs to paddle. that take me an even longer time lar. her 3rd suggestion was to use the bicycle at the store. but i also can't cycle. so i walk there. in the end, halil took my M & Ms to give his kids. and force them to change 'u are my sunshine' to ' u are my halil' pathetic leh that guy. i slp at the dorm for a while before joining jingyuan's grp for TB. campfire prep i also join his grp. when the campfire is goin on, the kids were not too hype up. den huda and an had to come in to help rara them. huda came up with the game of asking 2 kids from each grp up for a dancing competition. ad when crazy. the minahs were all shaking their butts and all lar. can't stand them. den jing yuan and fara dance superstar and the kids have a mass dancing session. actually i was a bit angry at the instructors as they only enjoy dancing themselves but not watching the kids at that time. some of the guys were kicking each other and running up the slopes. i had to go there and scold them. after their dispatch for shower i took jingyuan and fara's shirt hm to rest. mum claim that it was dangerous and one of the guys to walk me out. how to. all of them are busy with their campers lar. in the end halil and faizal walk me out because they were going out to realease the dragon (smoke) ask them to ride me home, den halil say maybe in a few years time. not as if i am veri much younger den them wat.

2005-02-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

council guys ...

2005-02-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

bannister house unite..

2005-02-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

council gers again..

council night out at jess's place

2005-02-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

went for a council gathering at jess place today. met the rest at westmall first before going. sorry that i was late. because busy shopping with mum and den goy heavy rain. luckily it stop before i went out. here was abt 19/24 of us there. cause some at army can't book out. some sick, some got work. caught up with each other about what we are doing now. and we demand the comandos (chee chang and william) to tell us stories of army. thw bunk with 3 doors as shown on incredible tales is at tekong school 1. the story that they heard was almost the same as they show on the TV. but there was not much story leh. jason and silvest got drunk and they started toking rubbish. silvest cannot really walk straight, still demand that he read the movie listing for us. he took a long time to read lar cause he cannot see properly and the words were like dancing before him. lucky they never drop into the pool. initially we were still the same lar. gers a side, guys a side. but later we all manage to join together. millah and nisa wanna give up on the inno job already, den the guys are going to army. guess i might be lonely already again. they went to watch white noise midnight show lar. but mum dun allow me to do so. so i went home with nisa early. now condering what to do. the show on TV i watch it before already. nxt week like none of the ppl ard me going for camp leh. but mon and tue i got belaying. den on sat and sun got canoeing course. den sat got nus open house and got an invigilater got offer also. really dunno which one to go for. but canoeign definately goin. i am going to dye my hair tml. bought a bright auburn color dye today. lets see how it turn out.

2005-02-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

Bilu's 19th b'day !!

Bilu's 19 b'dae

2005-02-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

was working at bp as relief teacher for the whole of this week. nothing much to say abt it lar. teaching chem for sec 3 and 2. 2A is the worst class to teach lar. would not listen at all. 1st day when i turn to the board they talk. 2nd they, they just keep talking like i dun exist at all. fed up, so i shouted at them until 2 classroom and a floor away also can hear. thanks for all the practice from cheering at jj and inno. den i think be best class is 3p1. they are quite clever, so dun really need to teach them. just go thru with them the worksheets. they still invite me to eat pizza with them while they celebrate one of the guy's b'day. lots of changes to the school lar. vlee no longer gives detention, but the student's standard has really drop. den chiam teaches e.maths now instead of physics. there are lots of new teachers too. osgodby now wears those floery shirt that tour guide would wear. i heard from the students that bp's sports is going down except for netball. bball is out. vball dun have enough ppl, james wong has left fencing and bp, hockey we dun have that much national players already. haiz. den got gers in the school veri bimbo lor. all run to outside the kid celebriety (the one who act as jack neo's sun in i'm not stupid and the brother in home run) class and stay there staring at him. haha. mdm quek got fed up and ask the gers what they were doing. den they say he is their idol and seeing him would make their knees wobble. haha. the last day of work is celebrated together with bilu's birthday. actually it is shun bian only. haha. she was not informed of anything den she was so surprise to see us. we bought her an OP skirt as present. luckily she can wear. but quite few ppl went only. san, weiting, king, ting feng, siu kwok, hsing thye, one guy by the name of eugene and me. welvyn join us for dinner later. nothing much happen except for watching tv, eating the veri nice pepermint cake, den dinner at bp plaza. me and san went to KFC to eat while the rest ate at kopitiam cause there was really nothing left to eat. den we were bullying the counter guy. the rest stayed back at kwokz house to play card while me, weiting and san went home. weiting found a nice job, perfume salesger $6 an hr. but she has to stand the whols day long and wear all black. she ask me to call up the company, but my mum feel that inno is enough. san has also found a job as linen attendent. starting job on tuesday. $915 a month. for march a already earn $1145 in total. haha. i think my jobs not bad. can rest and quite gd money too. glad that we still meet up at time, even if it means that there is nothing to do. at least we knows whats going on with each other.

2005-02-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

de demures..

love fiesta

2005-02-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

went back to jj for love fiesta today. the whole set up is like AC funfair like that. all the games is at the carpark and the food at the canteen. bryan was at the dunking machine. i just bluff bluff walk pass and push the trigger. haha did not even pay. later some teachers like mr seah, mr leow, ms mandy also went. too bad the national swimmer had already left the sch, if not can ask him to go up too. mr koh also was not there. vickram's band had a performance today. but they have challenge from a j1 band and there are new additions to the band too. nick, gen, kai and sohail joined them. nick and vickram's singing went a little out of tune again. lucky it is not parvan singing. haha according to shiyan and yuenmei, aaron's singing was the best. of course lar. he use my hp as mike during auditions leh. haha. video cam their performance down. have to send them some other time. just like the same as last year lar. nothing much to buy, but just load of ppl to say hi and tok cock to. yuenmei wanted a bee made of wire but there limited pieces and they even resort to bidding den no point already wat. got a wire ball instead. quite cute. the demures also got glitter tatoo. oh we took away lawrence hp only return him when he is able to all our names. but he only can remember my name and my number is saved in his hp. shld i feel honoured or sad for yuenmei and shiyan. by the way, his hair grew back already. makoto was also ard. he looks more like jap with his messy and dyed hair now. he was so happy when i say that but i drop a bomb that he still cannot speak jap anyway. haha. eugene the 21st president went back only to be bullied by his juniors. pj played finger guessing games with him and the loser had to eat this plate of yucks rojak. when he wanna escape, jie chao they all block his way. gen is with ch. really worried that he wld be bluff by her. cause still cannot forget the fact that she was part of the 02 ji yuan. but i think she is better of now cause dun mix with the rest so often already. den wenting is jealous i think lar. i say gen had stead already den she keep asking who. i purposely dun tell her. haha. oh she wanted a jersey too but kai says cannot anyhow give. lets hope that i am able to get it. think i can tok to mr seah but she is harder lar.pass alex his birthday (he wants me to say vday) present. hate parvan leh. toking to alex den he got to force and pull alex away. they are liek siamese twins like that lar. walking ard together the whole day. but i got to tok to him for abt 1+hr in the night when parvan was away. finally. he knew that he is my eye candy already. now vickram dun have any things against me. haha. went for dinner and movie with miq and yuenmei. feel bad that me and miq kept talking abt camp and soccer and leave her feeling blur cause lots of ppl she never hear b4. watch million dollar baby cause she dun wanna watch horror show (hide and seek) and she had watch constantine already. haha. going to kayaking course with the inno ppl. now just waiting for the form to reach me only. haha i wanna have fun in the water !!

St Michael's sch

2005-02-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

Day 1:
very tiring sia. had to go all the way to novena to bring the kids cuz the sch cock up, forgot to book the bus, den the bus can only come at 10. some of the activities had to be done in school instead. all boys sch, den still P4 only. they are really like monkey sia. played wacko with them. den they purposely wanna get hit so that they can also hit other ppl. those who wanna escape being hit, roll all over the floor. ask them to sit in circle, all dunno how to listen. maybe they dunno what is a circle in the first place. all of them so excited to go to the campsite, den keep asking me when can go. ask them to do objective setting, they colour the whole mahjong paper until like shit. travelled to DFAC with mai. but did not tok to her much cuz she was briefing her attachee, shirin. the kids really dunno how to clear up the canteen leh. all anyhow leave their things and go already. den the trainers also have a bit of prob. some went to do the wash up point first, den the rest never quickly finish eating and take over us, but sat down there and chat. first time for me doing trolley for zip. hard to take out the carabina from the kids. when they come down too scared to stand up straight den they are still short. had to make them climb up higher. den a lot of them did not want to do because scared of heights den some wanna keep doing. had to use force one in the end. for rockwall aaron stole the belaying job from me. den i had to do crowd control again. hard to keep kids from playing with the stones, running ard and wear harness at the same time. nxt time must fight to be belayer already. did not do TB actually. tot them a cheer den got out the leap of faith rope, that they kept playing ard den had to scold until no time to do. song session and night hike was disrubted by lightning. replace with song session in the canteen and blind man's trail. dun really have time to walk. and i got hit by students because i blew air to their ear to scared them. boys sch hor. kids run ard in their underwear, and some even did not wear anything. their dorms had large glass panels, so can see thru. ask us not to see den still dun wanna put on pant.

Day 2:
went for a 4 hrs long nature walk today. crazy sia. no teacher follow me so the instructor, han chong, was in the front and i was at the back. those in the center anyhow walk and got a kid even fell down. zaini had 4 auntie teachers following him lar. shld have stole one frm him. the road is really far and tiring even for the trainers. how abt the kids sia. some of the steps are as high as my knee cap leh. but there reminded me of my training with my netballers running up and down 3 times. wonder how i did it the last time. when we reach the summit, the kids were all like monkeys lar. suddenly got nrg to run abt. keep complaining that they are tired but how come still got breathe to complain huh? i say we wld go down by the slope, den 3 clown say i give them the permission to go first. lucky zani saw them and i had han chong to cover abt the instructions i gave. if not i wld have been searching for them all day. when we came back that time, all the kids were really shag lar. all keep telling me that they dun wanna do CRC and GS later. actually there is a half hr slot to water the plants but later cancel off and was used for the kids to rest and for carey to scold the 3 kids. CRC and GS had to be called off due to rain. den the kids had to put on harness for 5 mins already den take off. dampen their spirit. played charades competing with aaron's grp. i tot i was veri clever, den try to do debrief for both grp. i was so unprofessional when aaron starts to open his mouth. he use a pointer and den debrief using the 3Cs leh. i am like friends tokin. this is only his 2nd camp, den i tot he still look blur. looks like i am the one that needs more training. a lot of us forgot to go for campfire trainer's briefing cause forget abt the time and did not get the msg. i think campfire was quite a flop according to jj standrd lar. cause the kids were too tired and all did not really wanna shout already. when my grp perform that time, i tried to help them by shouting behind. but when i started shouting, they stop. den become like my performance. all the trainers can recognise my voice lar. faizal was the huge money, farhan was the skinny gorilla and carey was the mad chimpanzee" den debrief, the school wanted us to do something else. had to ask them write what did they learnt in this camp. one guy wrote he learnt that what is called long distance walking. haha. their lights off is at 11+ but we all play until 2+ den slp. haha in the morning we still got woken up by the kids at 6+

Day 3:
nothing much to do today. except for area cleaning. my grp had to do GS. nothing foreign to pick there lor. cause not many ppl went to there due to rain. got them to do their evaluation forms. but not many of them had pen with them. and some lose them. so took a long time for all of them to finish. they came up with a song for carey, "carey the chimpanzee" haha. sing until carey got a little irritated. all of us also got to pick out potential leaders. had to find one cause all of them are like moneys lar. prize presentation as expected my grp did not win again lar. lucky we dun have to sent them back to school. a lot of the kids came here with slping bags den go back with slping beds all dunno how to fold. i also dunno how to fold my hammock cause the first time using it wat. halil, zani and hazzie went for swimming while the rest slp there before going to the office for meeting. but i dun have meeting so i went hm to slp.

Tribute:
knew everybody except for alicia and sarah for this camp. sarah is my dark ra ra teacher while alicia is the act pro housewife. most of us did not talk and did not have a gd impression of alicia lar. at the briefin she came late den still went of before the meeting could start. at debrief, carey was saying that when we bring hp must on, den she suggested using walkie talkies. hp got no coverage, talkies would have coverage meh? dne she still say the cost is the company's prob, not ours. when she say there are companies doing this, carey ask her for the company, she say cannot tell. lunch she also dun bother trying to know us. only concentrate on eating with her CCO friends. in the end all of us slept in 1A den she slp in 1B with aaron lar. feel a bit sorry for aaron cause he is the only chinese guy around, den a bit left out. but they did invite him to join them too. thanks to sarah and hazzie for believeing that me and nisa could rara the kids up. faizal for making sure that i eat something every meal. farhan for helping me out with the campfire prep when i was busy with personal stuff. zaini for the encouragement u give. faizal, nxt time we will find another areana and continue our fight ok. latiffah, dun be so blur nxt time to leave ur cap with the student's lost and found and ur tooth brush and paste near the kerosine den the monkey would not come and throw branches at u. haha. there was also a mysterious thing that happen. hazzie left the canteen b4 me and ad. den carey and lisa was walking in. hazzie told them that we are in the canteen den they wanted to find us. we all took the same route but did not see each other leh. until now we still cannot figure out what happened. corry carey and huda. i know u all need ppl but i really cannot work nxt week cause i have already promise my sec sch. see u all on the 28-2 camp. millah is still discussing with bob abt the campfire and dance thing that he ask us to conduct. i was thinking that since they guys are going to army soon, we can try to get guys to join us also. zaini would make a gd choice. we'll see how lar

v day

2005-02-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

spent my vday together with the crazy zheng hua sec ppl. my class got 2 crazy ppl really come out of IMH one. one if u irritate him, he will throw chairs and spit on ground. another one is if the class is too noisy, he will cry. the teacher is veri clever, get him to be the chair person den when the class sees him crying, they will keep quiet. met a mdm lee and a jjcian there. mdm lee could not recognise who am i. so sad. my ct for 1 yr leh. one of the class was gambling. i secretly allow them to cause if not they will make noise also wat. den they ask me to join them, but no choice i cannot. den raymond keep msging me to complain that everyone in his family have a date and he will be alone at hm. den wat can i do? alex and i was debating over is he mature or old. haha. and i manage to finish 100+ page of my buffy trilogy. thanks to these 2 guys and my bk for keeping me company. today went back to bp to teach. babysitting today den nxt whole week got to teach chem. because of teaching cannot go for my jb camp already.. sobs sobs. i wanna canoe !! talk to lots of teachers (mrs selva, chiam, vlee, mr tan kok hua,trina tay, tom chan, mrs hoe, jasmine chung...) today, all asking my why i went back and how is jc life and a levels. i really dunno wat. according to ms tay, o level results are coming out nxt fri and rumors have been that our results would be out on the 4th. so soon and scary. still dunno what i cant leh. like hotel management but think i am gd at accounting. a lot of new teachers there. i am reliefing for new teachers who would be away on course. today the teacher i am reliefing for veri cute. gave me an orange, bookmark and biscuits. but his class are NT classes. a bit hard to handle. still have to help him do marking without any model answers. hard sia. textbook also got no answer. but veri obvious they all copy one lar. a clown go and write 2000 * 30 = 6000 den all copy. see already dunno to laugh or cry. den today only got work until 10.10, but i stayed till 1 so as to get my full day pay. feel as though i am cheating my school like that. den huda called at 10 but i never hear. actually she ask me to do belaying wasted. met millah to pass her the cds for the bob's campfire thing. now that job leave it to millah to negotiate the pay with bob. we just go there and dance can already. den cancelled my meeting with yuenmei cause too lazy to go out in the hot sun again. met shiyan at lau pa sa for dinner. den she say wanna go across the road for a while, i follow her den she say wanna intro me to her boss. at first i tot she wanna intro job to me, den who knows she was actually trying to get me into network marketing. the type where you recruit ppl to sell things for you and u earn the commision. the person explaining there was very fake. keep saying gd things abt me den say how gd issit to work together with friends and earn money. say wat i will learn now to be a better person there. crap lar. lucky i know abt this type of scheme, den just say ya to entertain him for a while. after seeing that he had such a thick file to explain, i gave up and stop him. tell him that i would not be interested anyway and i like my current job a lot. i feel used by shiyan lar. never tell me anything den bluff me into goin that company. but did not say that to her. i have lots of contacts and can help u get ppl if i want. but i dun like using friends to make money for me. heard that johnson and steven are also in the company. they are such gd friends not to con us into helping them and even xiao qian gave yuenmei the full pic before asking her to the company. shiyan still ask he to promise her 2 things. not to tell the parents (saying that parents would grumble and she is thinking for me) and not to tell other of our friends (cause she might approach them also). i promise her but the thing is i dun wanna see my friends get cheated also.
one of my friend's mum actually lost $1000 because of a network marketing job. so those reading this. dun get cheated !!
going for camp tml again. bye

CNY

2005-02-10T02:30:00.000+08:00

every year, it is the same routine. the same few dished to eat, the same few places to visit and the same few relative i see. it is getting boring after a while, except for the ang bao part. heard a lot of army stories from my counsin who just went in this year. guang rong and desmond is his buddy. haha. so coincidental. my bro's shirt this year is really expensive lar. quilsilver frm head to bottom. cost $111+ leh. really hate channel 8. all the movies that they are showing for the cny, i have seen it before and some of them i have the vcd even. resort to watching NFL. violent but nice leh. we gambles very little as usual. and i learn a new game called in between. overall lose 60 cents only. my 11 yr old cousin won the most lor. beginners luck. haha. "stole" a lot of goodies frm my grand aunt's house. going to enjoy them tml. no where else to visit anymore. so just going over to grandma's place for lunch. dun think that it is so far away. only 1 bus-stop. jess wanted to organise a council outing tml. lets hope it really happen cause my council haven met for a long time. since christmas. all busy with work. friday still got to go lian hua pri to teach chinese. wat to do. $$ wat

briefing for sms camp

2005-02-06T13:50:00.001+08:00

carey, my very clever camp chief remember to bring our pay cheque but forgotten to bring out camp booklet and ask us to go for briefing. haha. at least she remember the pay cheque. i think here memory space only enough to put one thing. haha. den shima keep disturbing her abt that. i tot miq was in the same camp as us, but he is in nings and nick's camp. they are going jalan bathra. i wanna go there again. cause can do canoing. before our briefing, we had to demo some high element stuff for monfort sec parents to see. lucky we dun need to climb. only huda, anwar and nina doing the climbing. while waiting for them to do the zip line, farhan and me force faizal to tell us the ghost story of DAFC. faizal, you dun ask a ger abt her period things okay. seemed funny to answer ppl question abt that. the camp this time round, knew everybody except for a ger named alicia. she only saw her for 5 mins, den dunno where she go to already. she might by outcast at the camp cause it seemed like nobody except carey knew her. lisa very funny. ask me and rozita to do the gers dorms but we realise that it is a boys school so we have nothing to do already. i am attached to song session (camp fire) this camp. gd. den i can learn the songs too. den for the night hike, actually halil wanna ask me to do something one, but cannot because of the song session. too bad. i would be doing the end point with faizal now. change of areana to fight already. haha. after that almost all of us went to suntec to eat mac and shop ard. on the bus, i think everybody might have hated us cause we were making way too much noise. most of the gers there are netballers. maybe one day we can organise a game. i am missing netball already. halima and me went to get her mp3 and my track pants at funan and also went swensons for icecream !!! and alex present at orchard.

Radin Mas pri sch camp

2005-02-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

Briefing:
this camp had quite a few ppl that i had already known. ppl like aaron, halima, halil, faizal, nisa, farhan. at least i am not so worried that there would be no one to accompany me. heard that my partner lizawati is veri power. must learnt from her already. and i am not dorm i/c attachment.we played 2 new games, lapsit and tarzan, gorilla and jane. tarzan gorilla and jane was fun. it is like scissors paper stone. but had to chase the loser. den lapsit was everyone of ur forming a circle, den turn to sit one the lap of the person behind u. i am so heavy lar. but luckily behind me is faizal. big enough. haha. had to adjust the position until we are really sitting on each others lap if not the legs would not be able to hold on for so long. had to rely on the person behind cause u dun really know where you are sitting. faizal was like sitting on bike like that lar. he literally hold nme waist and position me. if he was to do that to the pri sch kids, they would most prob scream out. went for the night hike trail, me and halil knew the trail b4 hand, so not fun already.

Day 1:
nisa, farhan and me met in the morning first before going there together. we had to take a cab cause we were waiting for farhan to shit (or bomb in innotrek words) we are very blur lar.tot that the taxi can u-turn and turn into the campsite. but we realise that the road leads to the highway. lucky we got off it in time. halima wanted to sleep on the king kol bed but the older guys took it. anyway, slept in the dorms instead of the instructor's bunk. we rather sleep on the floor den on the bed full of tiny red ants and full of guys snoring. but the guys also follow us to the dorms. haha. this time the kids were better, less suitcase. but there was 1 teacher who is really very fierce. before they could get down the bus, he already start scolding them.this time clever already. did my objective setting and ice breaking in the dorm. this time the ice breaking was a little more fun. cause the students were all from different classes den they do not know each other yet. this time for the camp is a bit more troublesome cause got teacher following each grp. but my teacher do nothing but sms and talk on the phone everytime. ah pek somemore. haiz. had a kid who refuses to take part in any activities cause he miss home. i also dunno what to do with him lar. his form teacher quite good looking (faizal keep saying that to me maybe because lisa is not there)ask me to keep him busy. but hard to do so. did zipline as the first activity after lunch. really cock up lar. only 7 of my kids manage to do it. dissapointing for the others. there's a kid who is really small. i have to carry her up so that she can be harness on. wonder how ad release her. problem solving was a s usual boring cause they dun wanna think. i lapsit with them but keep collapsing cause ger and guys did not dare to sit on each other. no injuries in the general station i challenge them to a cheering com at the wall. the teacher claim that they won me, so they got to draw on my hand. but wash it off just abt 1 hr after that. did camp fire prep wth lizawati. she can really rara the ppl. this time i allow them to prepare on their own with minimal help only. i am suppose to follow my grp for night hike and song session, but in the end i end up doing 2 night hike again. helped halil with the disbatching cause only i have did it with him b4. there was mis communication for the 1st hike. cause the teacher pulled out 2 ppl last min but we did not know. den anwar was telling us sternly abt that. supper was curry puff but faizal and ad went out to buy supper for us. thanks. the blur me only realise that i forgot to bring my wallet den.

Day 2:
was woken up by the kids. the place that we were sleeping in had glass panels ard it (like green house). eary in the morning we were like animals in cages being watched by the kids. they were making so much noise at 6.30 with they are only suppose to meet at 7.25. still complain that i woke up late. i could not take the noise, so i went out to sort of scold them. but no help. farhan and raymond still got woken up. most of the activities are high elements today. had 2 CRCs and rockwall. had to do crowd control for 1 CRC and rockwall. tiring to keep them quiet and tighten harness for them. ad is veri bad. my kids did not dare to move, den she just pulled them along until she had no choice. lucky i was there to anchor her also or she would have fly up. at the rock wall, azmi's belaying style is that it you really dun wanna climb, i will pull u up. given his giant size. a lot of kids literally fly up lar. things went really wrong at the fun games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games">games. we played liza's grp against mine. we played tarzen, gorilla and jane.(like scissor paper stone) we had gorilla chasing after one another. haha. den when a kid fall, no one touched him, but he started screaming vering loudly and cry non-stop. heard that he had been like that since young. den we had to totally stop the game and did not even dare to play tiger's tail cause it involve running too. got them to play charades. when an came along, the both group was fighting for bonous points so me and liza was giving crash course by the sides. quite fun. i had to do camp fire prep for liza again. imagine 40 eyes staring at u waiting for u to teach them a song that u are not sure with. ask 4 cheerleader to come out and lead them instead. campfire was much better this time. naz and lizawati was able to get the students cheering. but at the sides, there keep having insects crawling out of the grass. there was one giant ant, the head was as big as a marble lar. did not know what to do and dun wanna touch it. den came the hero, zani. zani use a leave and scope up the ant ad dunno put where. at least i am save. haha. scolded the kids during debrief cause they left their cultleries all over the place and some even had syrup. first time scolding them. den carey went crazy brought out one whole dorm of boys and make them stand in the carpark. the teachers bought a cake for us. after eating some, there was a cake fight. so noisy lar. still play outside the dorms of the gers. i nearly became the innocent victim but luckily i escapes halil's evil clutches. after bathing, there was circus performance. the guys were playing with the type of metal chain that you swing about den can light fire at the end. we missed hamzzah performing with the fire lit on.

Day 3:
at least today morning we dun feel like animals being watched. nothing much was down except area cleaning. liza and my grp had to clean blk 1. easy job instructors and gers live there. so not veri dirty. only problem is gers toilet a bit dirty. at evaluation time, i am like a walking dictionary. everyone kept asking me how to spell and wat is the meaning of words. later, 20 people crowd ard me to ask me for my contacts. too bad, company's policy is not to gif. can give e-mail one. but scared them flood me. carey got us to Travel">Travel">Travel">Travel">Travel">Travel">Travel">travel back to their school with them. at lower delta leh. so far. we have only got 12 ppl left cause the rest had to continue with another camp. carey gave us a choice. either we choose 7 ppl out to sacrify or all go. since we are not ablt to choose 7 ppl out, we agreed that all will go. but the older ppl are one kind one leh (dun wanna point out names) after we got onto the bus, den they say they are not following. after we left them, we went to harbour front to eat. they chose mac to my advantage cause i could use my ezlink to pay. on our way back, make so much noise cause we (me and raymond) was too high dunno for wat also.

TRIBUTE:
met new ppl again. carey (the blur to trainers but scary to students camp chief) an (veri generous in giving points and love to hear ppl sing) lizawati (natural born cheerleader but veri humble also) latiffah (small ger whom we tot was our age but was actually older) aaron (still new but looks fierce towards the kids) jason (mike look alike who looks like the red nose raindeer now) hamzah (the circus clown and busker wannabe who still have a pen with me) qianyee (the ger who always looks sleepy and can burp really loud) mai (the food provider who brought snacks for briefing) hazzie (tall ger who goes ard getting ppl to slp) naz (crazy ger whom i would always meet in toilet styling her hair) zani ( crazy guy who would vibrate when dancing and have no talent at all in playing with the metal chain thing) faizal, dun quarrel with me anymore lar. veri painful to hit you leh. not that i am violent but ur skin is itching. and you dun look like thomas ong at all. zani where is ur $1.50 toilet huh? i rather do it behind the trees. and nick, where is my breakfast, i am still waiting for it leh. wanna die of hunger already. finally saw halil's white shorts already nothing impressive. but he never wear the nigh cut shorts already.

cck pri sch camp

2005-01-28T13:20:00.000+08:00

day 1:
went for camp early in the morning . ask us to meet at 7.30, but the gates was not even open yet. resort to sitting on the road outside lucky got little or no cars one. actually tot of meeting cody before coming to the camp, nut he was sick. they made name tags for us so faizal (guy who got rope in when he drove his gf here) had to assume the identity of cody. haha. some of the kids actually brought travel bags, like thouse that u would bring to europe. one teacher also brought that and i heard that there was a television inside. dun watch tv for a few days will die meh? did not eat much only ate 1.5 bananas (given by nick) for lunch and 2 watermelon for dinner. dunno why i am not feeling hungry. the kids were veri not enthu and there was a kid who cry homesick only hours of reaching and still throw tantrum by throwing his pens around. dunno what to do, so left him alone. until the night cannot take it already lend him my hp to call hm. the team building games was like shit lar. 20 ppl can't even stand on 2 benches and cannot skip the huge skipping rope together. den i did not dare to belay at the rock wall cause afraid that i would cause them to fall down. choose to help them with their harness instead. obviousely it happened to be the wrong choice. all of them were so skinny and i had to tighten until i had blister from all the adjusting. for the mass games, they had to dressed up as cartoon hero, quite cute lar. resort to tying plastic bags around their shoes and sticking mahjong paper on hand as gloves. poor girl, after that she could not move her hand. when the kids went for night hike, they were so afraid lar. but it was not really dark cause it was a full moon night. the the paths was lit. dispatch them 4 by 4 to walk. the bad hakim had to hide at one corner and scare them with his snores. they tot there was a wild boar. some even ask me if there was pontianak and if everyone who went last yr came back. lucky never tell them the story of the uk man who just died there and there was a boy who went missing and dead some time ago. those having sone sessions were having quite a lot of fun i think. could hear them from out night hike. they could shower at 9 and sleep at 12 den some still complain that it is late. the kids were veri cute leh. can ask us if they can brush teeth a not. i tell them cannot den they look at me with the really arh look. zhiyu rush a kid so much for bathing that he forgot to rinse of the soap den wear his shirt already. haha. spare a thought for us lar. after rushing all of them to slp, den we had our debrief and prepare for the nxt day den we get to shower and slp. i slp at 3+ with 3 snorers in the room and 1 right beside me.all of us got to slp on the bed cause they brought in more beds. there were 2 types of materess. one those normal materess u lay on the floor to slp, one king coil type. some one put my bed of the king kol materess, so i slp there. yeah !! slp beside nick and hakim (snorer) haha. germaine slp on top of me (double decker) could not really slp cause not use to the sound and i think i got a bit blur. i actually saw nick sleeping on his guitar when he did not at all.

day 2:
all of our phones rang,, but everyone was lazy to get up. so mimi had to resort to oning all the lights but some still dun wanna get up. they are a bit crazy lar. breakfast eat rice. did not eat much also. not use to eating breakfast. did flying fox. i had to climb up to 6 floor up to help them harness themselves. when i ask the CCO how do i get down, he ask me to fly down. the tallest flying fox in singapore leh. i push the offer to fly down with the excuse that i had to look after my kids. haha. saved!! had a lot of problem with problem solving. none of them were interested. some of them were even slping when i was briefing them. den lisa they all came to take away all the trainers' water bottle. tot what happen. they were veri nice, end up giving up a bottle of 100+ with ice. did belaying the 1st or 2nd time. when the CCO ask me if i know how to do it, i yaya and tell them that i know. but actually i am scared of dropping them. lucky none of my ppl was heavy so i did not fly up. ask them to prepare for their campfire item, den they were not interested. let them throw their face lar. they wanted to do peace by the river without actions, so funny. den run out of cheers to teach them cause i really have short term memory. need to check with jingyi for his 99 combo already. in the end they did fly kite and kick some butt cheer pointing at their parents. haha the campfire was really a flop as compared to jj nite and the company think that it is gd. really low standard lar. the instructors had to resort to putting up an item last min, we sang can't smile without you with nick playing his guitar. the kids tot we were well prepared. but actually our preparation was only like 3 secs. passing the message around. a lot of us dun even knoe the lyrics. so easy to bluff little kids. i really dun know how to do the debrief lar. so just any hoe talk to them. den had a talk to them abt gers and guys touching each other. they are so sensitive abt it lar. complain to me when they got touch. on the shoulder. haiz. lets hope they grow up soon. slp late too cause we were talking cock and nich and azarh was making pleasent music initially den became hakim and azarhs' snoring acapella again.

Day 3:
kids can come up to me with their high pitched voice and say that they had lost their voice. haha. got kids that brought sleeping bags there den dunno how to keep. we resort to being maid for them. there was a lot of things left behind when we went around to do area cleaning lar. ranging from tooth brush to underwear even slippers. how can they forget to pack such thing huh? den we held an auction for them to claim everything. the instructors were saying that the rest could donate to the salvation army since they are just nxt door. in one of the dorms there were lizards and crocroaches (dunno how to spell lar) so they slp with these animals lar. sweep away the crocroaches but left the lizard alone. i also dunno how to kill them lar. when we ask them to fill up the evaluation forms, their comments abt us was really funny. "azarh is really fat and needs to go on diet and bath everyday" so direct. " mimi is fierce but friendly" hoe to look like both at the same time. "halil is pathetic but handsome." haha. lucky for mine, it is all friendly, caring and kind. haha. expected my grp not to win anything lar. they are not even cooperative. after we sent them back to school, another sch came. pasir ris crest sec. some of us stayed back frm 2-6 to do belaying for them $45 leh. we went out to bukit panjang plaza to eat first. the PRCS teacher crazy one, make them do push up on hot ground just because they say hello to us instead of sitting down quietly. a few of them had already learnt belaying, so we just had to supervise them. but standing 4 hrs under the sun was terrible. having a fever now because of that. it would be better if i belay myself. more fun. 2 of the people flew up. had to help them pull the rope. the person flying up already still laugh. i scolded them. den my rope manager even better. can do a lot of things at the same time. can play with stones, drink water and even sit on the floor. shouted at him. den i ask him how many hands he had and how many things he can do at a time. den ask him how many life does his friend have. which is more impt. secondary school already still dunno how to behave. maybe because i never scold the p5 for 3 days 2 nites, den now all anger come out already.

TRIBUTE:
thanks to all my fellow instructors who taught me a lot of things during the camp. learnt that it is not that easy to rara the people up. the camp also let me know a few/ lot of new friends like diyana (crazy ger who dun like to bath) halil (the guy with the high cut shorts to show off his nice legs) rozita (my partner who is blur in life but organised in camps) halima (my closest friend in camp who would bath and change together with me) grace (pretty ger who like to give stickers to kids & us) ning (hyperactive ger who will continue to cheer even after she sounds like a guy) faizal (huge guy who say that i am mother of 3 and claim that he look like thomas ong) hakim (nxt door neighbour whose snore had irregular frequency) nicholas (nxt door neighbour who would force me to eat and entertain us with his guitar and happen to be avaliable now) germaine (someone who can talk until she fall asleep without us noticing) pei geok (fellow partner in belaying who talk cock with me) beng siong (guy who always ask me to rest but push my kids hard at the rockwall) ad ( fara like ger who wears spongebox squarepants boxers and sing song with us) azarh (really big guy who snores at a constant pace and lead actor of episope one of the snore show we are making)
we gers had a talk and realise that there are actually no shuai ge in the camp. we need a combination of their plus points. eg. halil's legs, azarh's humour, nick's hair... ... haha. i am having fever now hope to nurse myself soon cause i am having another camp on monday

tiger cup celebrations

2005-01-23T03:05:00.000+08:00

went for the tiger cup celebration with sandra today. 100+ people were there. we went to the stage instead of waiting at the road for their hippo bus (double-deck bus without the top) to pass by. it was a really good choice cause the bus was moving quite fast. if we were too wait by the road, can't even take any photos. the host and 2 singers was quite lame and trying too hard to get the crowd going. only a group of gers were entertaining them. i say a little cute kid running towards the lion mascot. tot it was goin to play with lion, but end up pulling its tail only. haha. den the lion also made anothe kid cry while taking photos of it. poor kid.. the players were introduced one by one to the stage. they were running too fast to take photos of them lar. so had to wait for them to settle down on the stage den take. the players were really hyper active, so lots of photos taken were blur due to zooming in too much or they all moving. haha. spent most of the time taking baihakki and goh tat chuan. the fave player of both of us. evryone was entertained by some percussion grp and the lions cheerleader (actually i think most of us can shout louder den them and magnum force have better people tossing stunts) indra keep video caming the whole thing and goh tat chuan keep taking photos. san is very cute lar. stop me from taking photos because indra's video cam was pointing towards us. wanted to take photo of the cup, den the cup desended of this platform only to reappear again later.we saw video clips of their journey in tiger cup den some back scene cute and funny things that the players does. like indra and dickson riding on little children's bicycle, fliming of their manager sleeping and snoring, the whole team trying veri hard to do catwalk, and some dunni who malay thin guy, dressed himself up in lamp shades, and wrap in cloth knocking on everybody's door to scare them and nor alam shah acting cool and big shot. haha. all of the players look so serious and focus when they are watching it. they also played games with the audience. nor alam shah picked this really cute little ger den he keep carrying and playing with her. the game they played was scissors paper stone. den there was a short of players the host ask goh tat chuan to play too. he lost to athe little big sized boy he picked. the host was veri bad. keep telling the boy, dun see tat chuan like tat, you are bigger size than him. can win one. after that they went around the stage, signing autographs for the audience. lucky i still have the book that i brought for the camp instructor briefing with me. got them to sign on it. wanted to sign on shirt, but mum would wanna wash it, so no point. they were veri polite lar. say thank you after they sign each one. baihakki veri funny when sandra ask him to sign on the sleeve of the shirt, he ask really arh, den when a ger ask him to sign on the bag, he say but the bag will spoil leh. haha. khairul amri also veri cute, got ppl give him the player band to sign, he ask how to sign. hassan sunny also one kind one. i pass him a fresh new page to sign, he got to sign the size of a 50 cent coin. so small for wat. fandi went up on stage to sing hotel california when the host requested for it. and i video cam it down indra's daughter was dancing on the stage by herself when the music started. so cute.

just when sandra tot everything was over and she wanna walk away, we walk pass khairul amri who was hanging around this pub like area near the stage. we hesitated for a veri long time before asking him for a photo. den followed by indra, who was also around. although indra looks as though his hads was placed on my shoulders, but he applied a little too much force until it feels like he is pushing me. san, dun be jelousy that he never put his hand around ur shoulder. later we realise that all the players would be coming to hang around the area. so we also took photos lionel, he got to bend down to accomodate us. san finally got to take photos with baihakki. he was really the most busy player lar, smile until he got to massage his cheeks. everytime i ask him for a photo he say ok, den another ger would push a book in front of him to sign. haiz.. i have to wait quite long lar. goh tat chuan was running all over the place, so had a hard time tracking him down for a photo. finally i also did it. a mum was shouting goh cheok tong, den her abt 4 yr old kid turn & shouted goh tat chuan lar. so embarassing. den the kid got to sit on his lap and kiss him. when i took photo with him, some one said this one also must kiss. diaoz it is he kiss me den rite lar. haha. i wanted to take photo with fandi, den sandra say for wat. no matter wat he was the one that introduced us to singapore soccer and grew up with us wat. after i took with him, den this guy came with the cup, he say take with fandi must take with the cup. so i took one with him and me holding the cup. (it was heavy) den a lot of cam shoot at me, all wanting to take the cup. scard me. den we also took with the poster boy of FAS (at least we tot so) shahril ishak. he is really cut lar. he could not find a place to take with san cause it is really crowded. den when i took with him, he dunno where to put his hands. den put one on myt back. because of my long hair, he seemed to be playing with my hair but cannot see in the pic lar. i took a pic of goh tat chuan when he was talking to his team mates. den he was looking at the cam but looks so shock in the pic. agu was beside him but can't really see cause he is too dark. last, we took photo with nor alam shah and his child. the main purpose is his child lar. cause the baby is the youngest of them all. den the photo look like father bringing 2 little kids out. when they tried to carry the baby and nor alam shah agreed, the baby keep shaking his head and look as though he wanted to cry. poor thing, so attached to his father. san went to disturb fandi's eldest son. but my cam just refuse to take his pic. but had the pic of his 2 youngest sons and wife later

kennard called me after that just for goh tat chuan's photo. so bad rite. only want the photo den call me. threaten to cut off my face somemore. u already have his shorts wat. should have gone with him to the sports sch for project work. den maybe i can get something from goh tat chuan too. ask me to come online to sent him the photos. but it is already 3 in the morning and he is not here yet. want to kill him already...

new job now

2005-01-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

mimi called me to go for a camp on mon. just as i accept the job and intending to tell my current boss that i have to be away, she msg me saying that i do not have to go for work anymore as they are shifting. according to zhiyu, to put it bluntly, the shop has closed down. haha. expected it long ago. to add in another blow, actually thought of goin to the jj's gym to be the assistant in march, but mr ng says he wants to look for people himself. the pay is also not veri good cause short working hours, long travelling time. still have to minus travel fees and CPF. actually nothing much left. so now just concentrate on camp instructor and relief teacher.

went for meeting for camp instructor yesterday. got cody and zhiyu in the same camp as me. lucky sia. if not i would be bored and feel alien. but make i few friends there already. den still have shuai ge some more. haha. too bad attached. but veri coincidental leh for the both time that we sit down and talk, we were sitting side by side. haha. the place where we are staying is like a green house. no walls, all clear glass panels only. haha wonder how it feels when we stay inside. but there is 12 instructors but not enough bed space. we would be awarded bed according to the performance of our grp. but it is funny to slp on bed when u are in camp rite. dun mind sleeping on the floor. excited and worried how the p5 cck pri school students would turn out. last time, it was me (council) organising and the OGLs carrying it out. den now, it is people organings, i carry it out. 1 to 20 kids leh. lets hope mt belaying won't make them fall. cause last week, an american guy who survived the tsunami but was killed falling off the rock wall. pray for me.

kenrick is buggin me why kennard is not back yet (they are release today) but i really dunno and his phone is off. heard that an hour ago he was eating at delifrance. must be too hungry den eating too much. lets hope he is alrite. a lot of army guys are sick now. to all my friends who came back from tekong, welcome home and have a gd 2.5 days rest

work life

2005-01-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

my work is boring, and thats what makes me tired. now working as a sales assistant at push cart stall at lot 1 4th level. the shop has nothing to sell one. only some plants that can dance, anklets and necklaces. everyone just take a glance and walk away. in a day, less den 10 customers come and look. for the 2 days that i work, only one sales per day. $12 & $8. how can my boss survive to pay the rental and me. mum is afraid that i cannot get my pay. she hire me there so as to spend more money lor. she is seldom in the shop. always smoking outdoor, talking on the phone, eating, even went for a hair cut.she pay me money to sit there and watch ppl only. the most fun ppl to watch is those small ah lians and ah bengs who would come to the arcade to play everyday after school. they just do nothing and hang around, not even bothering to browse at shops lor. wonders whats so fun abt that. den those sec 1 sec 2, scolding all the vulgar words in a squeaky young voice. 2nd most fun to watch is the sports connection salesman. he always tries to do funny stunts and even destroy the racks from his shop today. laughing at him den when he saw me laughing, so pai seh. haha. my boss found a new thing to go when there is no customers. today spent abt half an hour taking photos for her and the shopkeeper next door. maybe i should find a job as photographer's assistant too. haha. my stall is also turning into an information counter. because it is next to the escalator, everyone who comes up and cannot find any place would ask me. haiz. the pay is really low. $4/hr. but i just go there to sit down read newpaper, blow air-con, say hi to friends to walk pass. working from 11-7. so eat lunch before i go and dinner after it. can snack in between also.

bp called me to go and teach chem for 1 week next month 21-25. i would bluff my boss that i am going for holiday den go and teach lor. the pay is higher wat.

2005-01-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

celebration the win

2005-01-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

lions out for warm-up

2005-01-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

straining our eyes while waiting for the lions

2005-01-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

all dressed up for the occasion

tiger cup winners ... ... Singapore

2005-01-17T01:49:00.000+08:00

went for the tiger cup finals with edmund, eric, miq, san and my family today. reached there at 3+ already lots of ppl queueing outside the stadium. saw a few familiar faces. got jjcians got my students and gots some from the semi-finals match. there is an exchange of the t-shirts again, so i have 2 t-shirts now.. sit until my butt ache while waiting for the gates to open. there are ppl selling stripe of cloth with the word "singapore" printed on it for $3. dun understand why some ppl would buy they. so ex lar. just buy a big piece of cloth and use marker to write lor. they conducted bag checks and ask if i have any bottles on me. kill me also dun wanna admit. went back to the same place where we sat with team singapore the last time but we did not get to sit so near the pitch now. when we went to change and get air brush tatoo (tiger and rose), we met danny (a wierd irc guy we met the yr before, freaked out by him b4) his whole face is painted and his shirt was full of autographs lar. wanted to contact him just to get the shirt. but realised that i deleted his number long time ago. they only give out very few ballons this time. only got flags. but it is quite troublesome cause i never make any noise and it is hard to clap hand like that. in the past, checking of field is only done by the officials, today, the whole singapore team came on the field and acknowledge the crowd. jai came out to sing, nobody really bother abt him cause we were looking at the warm-up. when we boo the indonesians, jai says thats the way. dunno if he had really heard what we were saying. haha. den we did the kallang wave for continuous abt 5 rounds (of course the indonesians did not follow) when everyone in the stadium stamp their feet. it felt as though earthquake. according to miq, tat leads to the tsunami (kallang wave) that kills the indonesians. haha. the man of the match should be mani or indra. one clear goals and one create goals. everyone was standing when indra or agu gets the ball. it is quite obvious that we would win. goh tat chuan did not do much that nite, later realise that he actually lost one of his contact lenses (reminds me of kai.. haha) the referee turn a bit crazy and startedbooking everyone, poor aide, had to be send off. we were finally declared he winner all the indonesia fans had left the stadium. lionel lewis got the MVP (he is free and he does lots of work.. haha) we could not see the award giving ceremony cause there was a board blocking us lar.. basket. but later the players ran around the whole stadium to acknowledge the spectators. goh tat chuan threw everything on him but not at the section where i was sitting how sad... any way, CHEERS OF SINGAPORE !!

hair cut

2005-01-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

went to layping's aunt shop for my rebonding today. $100 only but it comes with a price. at first i tot it was so cheap for my long hair. den it is actually that they cut short my hair. so wats the difference. shorter hair pays less wat. they cutabt 4 inches off my hair leh. so heartache when i see the hair falling. my mum was still playing with my snip off hair lor. the place is really shit lar. when they are washing my hair, so rough lor. i prefer the salon at greenridge shopping centre. i tot all male hair dressers are a little gay. but this one is man but ugly lor.den when he help me blow dry my hair, still use the hair dryer to hit me lor. bad customer service. it looks really ugly when they haven clip lar. like a puffed up ... ... ask her to cut a v shap behind, she cut straight. sit there for abt 4 hrs den keep telling me cannot move. numb already lar and the hair is also not very straight lor. teach me not to be too tan xiao pian yi (greedy for cheap stuff)

discuss with edmund abt the times to meet for the match tml. the more we discuss, the earlier it got. haha finally we would be reaching the stadium at abt 3.30 tml. den mum and san do not have a red shirt. she would be wearing my ogl and san my council shirt. haha. i still have a red team jj one to give out. who wants !!!

Jobs pls....

2005-01-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

when down with yuenmei to vicom to print out some confirmation slip. we tot that since it was a long way to walk from gombak station, we might as well walk to bukit batok. it is really far lar. lucky for me i was wearig sports shoes, but yuenmei is in heels. haha actually we gave up 2 bus stops away. walk around in westmall for a while, den she had to go off to meet her mum to visit a friend who contracted brain cancer. very sad to hear that ppl of our age, suffering and might be gone just the nxt day. how short is life.

the agency veri blur. forgot to contact me abt the results of the interview. i did not get the job lar. fed up and have no choice. so i when to lot 1 and ask all the shop who had sales assistant needed (4 of them). one of the push cart stores at the forth level ask me to go try for nxt week first. $4/ hr. veri little hor. just do and see how first lor. anyway the shop sells practically nothing and have no customers. so just sit down there and slack lar. so if you are around the area can come and see me lor

2005-01-14T03:01:00.000+08:00

tix to the finals

call from bob

2005-01-14T02:28:00.000+08:00

doing nothing much today, just resting at home, talking to edmund over the phone, making plans for sunday. to al those that is goin to the match on sunday with me, relax, i have got the tixs. after everyone saw tha report that 32000 out of 55000 of the tix are sold, everyone is getting to be worried. i have got the tix and i would remember to bring it. guess it would be totally pack on that day and i wanna see singapore lift the cup. san can see her baihakki and i can see goh tat chuan. haha. spent the whole afternoon trying to call FAS, but all their lines are engage. guess too many ppl are calling them now. need to check out what time the gates open and are they still giving out roar lions roar t-shirt. ppl who know, tell me hor.

bob called again. he said that he feel bad abt asking us down then have no job in the end. he wanted millah to help come up with an easy to learn dance for all his camp. den he would need us to help him conduct the dancing and camp fire only at night. that is not for FIT or INNOTREK. another company again. dunno how many company is he with lar. if only he get back to me with a definate answer den i would let the rest know. the higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment. florence said that we would get the answer from starhub tml. lets hope for the best.

no news

2005-01-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

kranji called early in the morning for me to work again. this time, it is more fun as shiyun is also there as a relief teacher den we can go for lunch together. the lessons i had was very gd lar. 1 period, the class went missing, so i just stayed in the classroom doing nothing. 3 periods, another teacher wanna take that class, 1 period the class was busy copying homework, 3 periods the class was studying for a test later and i was studying my basic driving and alex entertaining me via sms. the last period was the most fun. me and shiyun went in together because it is a 5 na class, we are afraid that we cannot control them. but they are alright leh, quieter den any other normal classes, den we talk cock with them. one of the guy like daphne khoo so much that keep asking us abt her. since she studied in jj before and her sis is also in jj now. today is the first time i ate the canteen food. haven had so cheap food for ages. 3 dishes and rice cost $1.30 only. but the ice lemon tea from the vending machine taste funny and it is carbonic. den for our long break (1.5 hrs) we went to the limband mac to slack.

heard that kranji's principal is veri stingy. saw the truth of it today. initially the clerk and hod already told me that they require me to teach a class until the end of janurary as the teacher would be on course. but now, the principal says that she rather had their own teacher teaching. like that dun need to spent extra money wat. no wonder they refuse to pay for their soccer player's medical fees when he got injured playing for the school. den starhub there is really slow lar. did not give the agency any reply until today. bluff us one. actually they said that they would let is know the results by yesterday night. until now also nothing yet. also dunno to chase them for the results or just wait for it. but the agency also quite hard to do. we keep pressing them, but they can't do anything if starhub dun give them the answers

Interview

2005-01-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

san came to my hse early to prepare myself for interview... florence was veri gd. she called us before and after the interview to check on us. filling up the form was ok except for the fact that they require my whole family's NIRC. the typing test is funny lar. the keyboard is hard to use, there is someone staring at my from behind and they were talking all around me. the interview was 1 to 4. lucky it was 4 20+ yr old women and they look friendly. they ask very cute question like do you intend to further your studies, do you have friends working here, do you know what they work as? wat has my friend's job scope got to do with me? they are suppose to give me the answer by tonight, but it seemed that starhub did not call the agency. kranji called me to work again tml but i reject it cause i tot starhub might need me to work. wasted sia den my mum keep saying that i am stupid to reject them and think that starhub would require me to work immediately and i reject the job because i wanted to buy the tiger cup finals tix. why can't she trust me. if i only wantd the tix, i can get my grandpa to help me buy wat. he is always walking ard wat. she say i only know how to spent money and ney earn money. i already tell her not to pay me back the money that i use to buy things, but she wanna give me. wat can i do like that. let me spent my own money lar. den she would say the my money is also wat she gave me wat. i relly dunno wat she wants.

starhub better give me the reply by tml cause i would also need to give the school a reply... lets hope starhub recruit me. den shiyun can go and work for kranji too. better right, job for everyone..

gd news

2005-01-11T01:07:00.000+08:00

last night mum was crazy scolding my bro, so i decide to sleep to escape it too. sleeping is the best policy right. you would do nothing wrong when you are sleeping. my nice sleep was interupted my kranji sec calling. had to go to the school for reliefing again. the sec 1 normal tech was so noisy. even their form teacher cannot keep them quiet. my soar throat is coming back again due to shouting at them. i prefer teaching to baby sitting. really taught a sec 2 class maths today. it least there was something for me to do. while invigilating them for an english test, i actually fell asleep. haha hope they did not see that. school ended earlier this time round at abt 2+.

recruitment express called me for a job that would last for 6 months. $7/hr. den the kranji needed me to teach until the end of janurary. i would go for the job interview at starhub tml and den see if i can get it a not. the agency better tell me the results fast if not i would start working for the school at thursday. i hope i get the 6 months one, den at least dun have to worry anymore. oh the interview would test me on my typing speed, so sandra and me is trying to improve my speed on the typershark game on yahoo. but doesn't seemed to help and i am really slow. lets see how it goes lar... still have to find SHE's cd for ah chen poor guy, he is in army, so friends outside got to help him out..

training

2005-01-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

had a long rubbish (not totally) talk with alex last night until 3+. nearly could not wake up this morning. went for training to be camp instructor today. 19 jjcians went and ed brought along his friend. wats the point of him telling is friend that i am kennard's closest __ and ask him to fill up the blanks huh?? crazy guy.. i thought that there would only be jjcians but in the end there was hwa chong, sa and outside ppl too. had the normal ice breakers (all of us cheated by writing down the names), indoor games and the general stations. my group leader (azmi) veri cute. when we were all thinking of group names, he said volunteers. all of us thought that he was asking for volunteers to think of the name. but he was calling our group "volunteers". dun understand why the company is so safety. a lot of things also cannot do. cannot take out shoes even when playing games indoor, cannot jump and push urself up a 2m wall when u are 1.8+, cannot let a person step on ur lap. when we are in jj, everything was so much better, we walk ard barefooted durin orientation mr leow let is step on his legs, shoulders and even the head to climb high nothing has ever happen b4 wat. wat is the point of debrieding after every station huh? time wasting? belaying is the most fun part. we learn their way of belaying and everyone got to try out. the instructor teaching us that was really cute. when she wanna call us, she would kiddingly hit our helmets and she would get us pretend falling to test the belayer.

wanna kill bob already. because of some communication error, actually they already had enough instructors for the boon lay sec camp already and dun need us. very sorry to the jjcians who went esp jing yuan. cause they really wanted to go for the camp, so do i. when i got back, mum was really angry saying that bob is only making use of me to get people there. but it is also not my fault wat. why can't she understand that jobs are not that easy to find, no company owes you anything. the consolation is that i knew a few new friends like utt (crazy fara like ger), azmi (giant who gets shoot for everything), iskanda (big bro who treats us like his monkeys), ning yuan (who would tok cock with me) ... ... lets hope that we would reunite in camps again... ...

ntu's talk

2005-01-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

when early in the morning to some hotel at bugis for the ntu's talk.. attend all those oso dunno for wat. dun even know what i want and dun even know if i can get in a not. currently it seemed like business, accountancy, psycology, NIE... dunno what will come next lar see my results first den see how. there was so many ppl there thatwe had to sit on the floor for one hour speech. as i was wearing this veri short skirt (above knee) and to sit in such an awkard way that the whole of my right side of body seemed paralyse after that. our lunch was superb. had mushroom soup, moca cocco, roast chicken spagetti. really getting fat already lar. why did i even suggest goin there. when shopping afterward to get yuenmei's shirt and shoes and finally my von dutch bag is here. the shipment keep delaying. you all can see it when i bring for chinese new year lar.

the singapore vs indonesia match was boring lar, except for the fact that singapore won and i would be goin to the stadium nxt sunday to see them lift the cup (80% chance since they are leading by 2) i was playing with the stick balloon by myself lar until my mum scold me for being noisy. haha.. so bad that goh tat chuan had to go out so soon. resting him for the finals i presume. like that even better den i can see him play. congrats to khairul amir for scoring in his first appearance. goin training to be instructor tml. hope it would be fun, just like goin for a mini camp with 15 jj friends. thanks to bob (best instructor) for introducing us this job. haha

Tekong

2005-01-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

sent of my cousin at tekong today. why must he go in today when most of my friends are actually goin in tml (nick & kennard) but must have tix den can go, so since he kept a tix for me, i go lor. sitting in my uncle's car from west to east is tiring lar, my butt is almost numb. it is so strict there lar. have to scan bag and ic. the boat ride was really short as compare to the bintan one, not long enough for me to enjoy. tour around the whole area their bedroom is much better den the OCS one. spend their whole presentation of army life they called the sons of singapore smsing to kill my bordom. the swearing in session sucks lar. most of the guys goin into the army cannot make it lar. head slanted and the hands oso not close properly and at different position. they really need a lot of training, if it was like that durin invest, mr ng would have killed us. the funniest part was when they ask who had hp with them, the whole squad put up their hands at the same time. haha they cannot bring charger their because they are afraid that there would be a power failure when too many ppl are charging. UPGRADE THE SYSTEM LAR. the food there was good but in large proportion. maybe not for the guys point of view lar. my mum go and ta pau the fruits back lar.. cannot make it leh.. f4 apple, desmond, guang rong, daniel, guo rui, han wei and jia le are in the same squad as shawn (cousin) at least there are ppl to accompany him. he was also hoping that he goes in tml cause most jjcians are goin in tml

i recieve a msg from hannah say that bob (a previous fit instructor) is looking for ppl as camp instructor den he wanna find the 23rd back. $160 for 3 days 2 nite although the pay is not that high but higher den FIT den dun have someone there oso.. haha.. training session on sunday, quite a few ppl are goin (nisa, fara, millah, silvest, miq, farhan, weilun and me) edmund and yuenmei still considering.

FINALLY MY DREAM COME TRUE, I COUNCIL ALIKE JOB !!! to kennard and nick goin in tml, take care of urself and have fun.. too bad u all can't watch the finals. i would watch for and msg u all the results. GOOD LUCK TO SINGAPORE TML.. HOPE I CAN WATCH GOH TAT CHUAN PLAY

jj nite

2005-01-07T01:49:00.000+08:00

went with siukwok and sandra out to this agency to find job early in the morning. why did kwokz have to make the appointment at 9.30? so early, had to wake up and travel to orchard, den nothing else to do lor. somemore the shops are not open yet. he went back to slp but me and san was not satisfied at all, so we shop ard until 4+ when i have to get back for jj nite. i finally bought a sylvester cat.. very cute

the jj nite sucks lar.. even meiling says that it is the worst jj nite that happen in 5 yrs.. lucky there was 16 of my 23th council and mikeal, fareez, vivek and kabi to entertain us.. we did all sorts of rubbish lar, like clapping hands loudly to cover their performance and playing a fool when it is goin on. had fun taking of vivek's cap to show his crew cut den had to hide from him to prevent him taking revenge. speaking of the performance, it started with apple and weijie's lame crapping that is not entertaining and vickram's band chose the wrong song and he was out of tune den to hardly audible and interesting shows from families (to be very frank) i think my family 7 is much better. 10+ of us can cover the whole 900 cohord's voices leh.. see how bad is that

alex threw me way and left for home instead goin jj nite. he will get it from me some other time. kai promise me my manager t-shirt already, but have to wait for their printing. so now i will have 16 jj t-shirts all diff pattern. oh i have company for watching jj rugby matches already. wenting wants to go oso, i think it is because she wanna see gen lar. little that she knows that gen is literally afraid and dun like her. haha. den i can laugh at the both of them again. mr seah, i go to rugby matches not only to see ur players lar, although majority of it is.. haha at least i really know rugby wat..

kranji sec

2005-01-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

today i went to kranji sec for relief teaching. first day at work. the clerks there are veri blur lar. ask me to go at 7.15, only got everything ready at 8 den told me to meet them at 9, they only come to school at 12. the working hours is really long for me today lar. until 4 pm leh.. teach 4 classes today 3nt, 4nt, and two 4 express class. everybody ask me to put up a stern face, but i just can't leh. end up toking cock to them.
for san, shiyun and yuenmei's info, met a few shuai di oso. haha got 3 lar.
(joseph.. another one) one is chinese but looks a little like malay, too bad he is in gang and smokes. wasted...
(wen jun) another one looks like the chinese version of fredrick, spike hair fair den can talk a lot of crap, remind me a bit of those salesman in supermarket selling woks.
(leon) another is average looking lar.. but his character veri cute.. ask me to help him fold hearts as v.day present for his stead. he wants 999 leh. i would be crazy to help him.
the sec 3 gers have my e-mail add and the fredrick look alike has my hp number. when he was brosing through my hp, he thought that alex was my stead.. wonder what gave him the idea

they thought of asking me to teach for 3 weeks. if i have no other job offers, i would most prob go lor. the students there are playful but ok lar. leon and his classmate was playing soccer opposite my flat and they call out to me lor.. now when i go lot 1 must be more careful already..

wat i had forgotten

2005-01-05T01:59:00.000+08:00

just finish crapping with ben wong.. updated each other of wat we are doing now.. found out that taufik and sly is somehow link to him.. how nice rite.. will ask him to help me get their signature since they are getting red (hong)..

i was too busy complaining abt the myanmar fans and gushing abt the singapore players that i forget to write this important thing. JOSEPH LIK CALLED !!! oso dunno why he called me just before his lights off, and after the match.. for the information for those who do not know, he is my 2nd crush.. he is like those tanned, sporty, cool guys lar. can play vball with a vball in between his legs u know... oso dunno why he does that... and heard that he had won his coach in a challenge..i haven seen this guy since he left sch, which is about 4 yrs ago and we did not relly talk before except for the hi and bye thing. but he once did something really nice. his friends keep teasing me, den his face turned black and said dun bully xiao mei mei lar. at that time i have even started toking to him... we oso have nothing much to say to each other since we dunno each other well.. the call ended with his sergent diaoing him, since it was suppose to be lights off.. haha.. maybe we could meet up some other days os get to know each other from the start again... not that i was thinking of anything lar, his gf is quite cute.. hope to hear from him soon, since he claim that he is veri friendly

job searching

2005-01-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

went job searching with san and siukwok today. when to a logistic company by myself first. a lot of people were there also lar, for only one post leh. think veri hard to get it already. later went with san and kwok to this hamper company. surprise to see li juan and weiwei working there. but the boss there is damm dao lar. speak in chinese and still test us. i dunno how to read the word but san knows leh.. surprise surprise... the pay is veri funny lar. $200 for basic and den paied by per order taken.. dun think we would be goin there to work.. i realise that not all guys knows roads well.. for example siukwok.. we spent a lot of time looking for the place..kwok left den we went to far east.. went to the push-cart, shibuya, chaos to look for jobs. but still have to wait for their replys. the push-cart ger that we met is veri cute. the first puch cart at level one. i think guys can go check her out. she is like those xiao mei mei (character and looks) that you would wanna make fun of and protect..

got a call from kranji sec, would be going there to babysit a class tml. haven earn $ yet got to spent $. went shopping with my mum for longer skirts, cause all of mine is above my knee. those that i bought just touch my knees. not much diff.. but looks more shu nu.. haha.. must have tried abt 10 skirts. mum and the shop keeper keep passing me things. lucky they pass me $20+ ones not like chaos $40+...

san and shiyun, worry not, i would not go and jio xiao didi lar. too small already lor

first day of school

2005-01-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

is the title a little wrong, wat is school to us now... haha.. actually goin to look for a job with yuenmei tml but suddenly aes call her again.. wierd school, like playing her around like that.. they better be sure this time round.. or problem will arise again.. HMV did not require ppl.. applied for the iras thing with sandra instead lets hope we can get in. oh ya.. considering to change my driving test to automatic a not... i think most cars in the future wuld be automatic.. one less thing to learnt and easier to pass oso..

read from the new paper that there were fightings in the stadium yesterday. the fight was so close to me, just above. but can't really see because there were ppl blocking and kennard dun let me see, ask me to look at the field better. but i saw the grp of skin head singaporeans running towards the myanmar side. did not know that there were dustbins being thrown. if the people have been a little stronger, it would have landed on us cause we were so close. but why didn't the news report that huh? would like to see the action close up.

Singapore VS Myanmar

2005-01-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

when to watch the tiger cup semi finals just now. the match was worth missing Phantom of the Opera with yuenmei and tingren, braving the rain to buy the tix and change the Roar Lion Toar t-shirt, waiting for 1+ hr to enter the stadium, waiting 2.5 hrs in the rain waiting for the match to start and watching the abt 3 hr long match in the rain. the myanmar fans were veri united to the sense that they were a bit siao started cheering at 5, den still make stupid banners like "myanmar are the champion, they are truely asian" and "myanmar players are born in myanmar" so irritating lor. den they keep taunting us, but did not bother with them at all. jealous that we have the money to buy players issit ? dun let me see any myanmar nationals playing for us in the future. if you notice, almost all of the myanmar fans had this strip of cloth on them saying myanmar. guess how much does it cost, say a guy selling it at $2. crazy man. next time round can go and do malaysia banner and sell already. gurantee make money one. haha. they are such sore losers lor, throwing umbrelle down and dunno why the officials gave them the Roar Lion Loar shirt oso when it is only for singaporeans. they were using it as towels, wrap around their butts and thrown it at the pitch. the police detain a lot of them after the match and ask us to leave the stadium first. i did not really dare to be outside alone so kennard and ed took turns to pei me. sitting with the team singapore supporters were shiok lar. heard lots of funny comments that the uncles were making and taunting the myanmar ppl. the singapore fans were only shouting got agu all the time. why must we depend on the foreigner like him. must also support singaporeans mah. but he is quite poor thing lar. so many ppl shouting for and against him. the funniest part was when a myanmar player was injured, they were shouting E yor E yor (ambulance siren) and towards the end, each pass that singapore made, there was wow and boo for myanmar pass.

i think goh tat chuan and nor alam shah on the field is like sly on stage. they were just gesturing to the fans to cheer and the stadium is really cheering for them. i think it is because they are really singaporean players born in singapore. haha. really respect goh tat chuan, got back in form after his heart operation (hole in heart) and the only chinese player in the whole team, salutes to you. you are my fave player in the team. being in the stadium makes me feel like a singaporean. ppl there do not criticise our players but really support them even when they are trailing. would definately wanna go there for the finals again. but too bad kennard can't go (in army already).

NEW YEAR :~<

2005-01-02T03:11:00.000+08:00

although it is a new year, it does not seemed any different to me, except that i do not have to go school for six months, had to look for job and will miss my friends who are goin to army. the most memorable thing that happen last year was the splitting of class, meant being away from friends that i have grown close to for J1 year. it is no longer the fun class that i had. i miss kennard crapping in class and all being together at breaks and walking around the school. at S9, it was a very competitive environment and i seemed to be among the last for lots of subjects, besides maths (at least) haiz everyone seemed to have prefered their ex classes and we jjust look like a bunch of ppl being force together except for times when wenyong and weisheng started their singing session... thinking back, i dun think i have put in much effort n studying and i am afraid that i cannot make it to uni. mum and all are having high hopes for me or at least to enter u. somehow, i think she would not be satisfied with the results that i am taking. i have grown closer the J1s over the year because they have more free time in hand and it is less stressed being with them. it is either i have a thing for sports person or i have a thing for sports. i have no qualms about going to their matches to support them. but am i supporting them or issit they accompanying me? anyway i have promised alex to be at their rugby matches, so i would try to go for all. can't sleep now, so am trying to recap what happen in the last year.

going for movie with yuenmei and tingren tml and at night going to soccer match with edmund and kennard. it nice to be able to go out with kennard again, not that i really like him but he is the closest guy friend that i have in JC life. but i know we can never be back to our old days of having fun in class, project work, talking about the gers he like, discussing soccer, supporting him in matches, waking him up for soccer matches, voting for sly together, discussing on how to make him look like sly and embarassing myself by giving him pink roses in front of everyone. a lot of thing have widen the gap between us. starting from changing class, to rumors, to money things and army is coming for him. lets hope we keep in contact be it through SMSes (somehow, his phone always do not like to show my SMSes) or kendrick.

take the pulsado boots as a present from me.. for what, i dunno. but i WANT !! my birthday presents that have been in his house for ages....

countdown dinner

2005-01-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

i came home to put down my things, and went to siu kwok's house for countdown dinner. he was not at home when we went but his bro never answer the door... we had to go help him carry drink from bp plaza. how man right, i guy asking gers to help him carry things. but it was quite a lot lar. expecting abt 20+ people coming. we watch sister act and a chinese movie while waiting for all to come. it feels a bit wierd because besides the soccer gang (my upper sec sch class guys), it was his lower sec classmates. we are kindda lost there. siu kwok was veri nice, brought food to us. soon kwang brought his pet parrot there and it provides a source of entertainment for us. the pet parrot looks fake, but does not really like to talk leh. heard that it can say hello and the guys were teaching it to say "fuck u". so bad right, it is only a 6 months old bird. ever heard of a bird afraid of heights, this bird it. according to king, it was like a fish afraid of water. we were teaching it to pick out cards but it was not interested. it prefers playing with mahjong tiles instead, what a bird. it was boring for us there as the guys were busy playing soccer. we waited for bilu to come from her performance, den we went to lot one to watch meet the fockers at 11.30. halfway through the movie, at abt 12, everyone's hp begin to ring with sms. lots of well wishes coming in. joseph sent me one too :) haha. haven heard from him for a long time. esp when he went army and have a gf

GRAD NIGHT...

2004-12-31T15:31:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morning to do up my hair with yuenmei. it feels wierd in the black dress and high heels walking at bukit batok. initially went to her hair dresser at the the interchange, but he would not be there and we do not trust his workers, so we went to westmall jantzen instead. it cost qute a lot $40, but had no choice. did not know what to do, so i just ask the stylist to do what she things is nice. she did curls for me, it looks like selina from S.H.E from behind. she spray my hair with gold giltters, and i look like christmas tree. went to sara's house to do my make up by tingren and their friend, geline did my nails. actually i cannot see my eyeshadow and my pimples were still showing. sara could not decide to wear a purple tube dress or black toga top with skirt. all of us voted for the purple tube, but she still insist on wearing the two piece because she like the skirt. den ask us for wat. haha. we made a lot of noise at her house, but luckily all her family members were out. after getting everyone ready, we met kaijun downstairs and cab to school. we walk pass a funeral, almost all of us were wearing black, and it seemed like we are goin there. luckily we were quite formally dressed like everyone or we would look out of place. the most common was tube dress, black dress and pink shawl. we place our things in the locker (i still kept a key with me). we had to be called class by class to the stage to recieve out leaving cert, but it was actually a blank envelope. haiz. there was lots of photos taking goin on, went to take photos with all my flavours of the week (according to vickram) ate a little thai food but not veri nice. $20, what do u expect..
rush up to the stomphouse to see vickram, shaun, aaron, abbas perform. quite farnie cause vickram was still holding on to his lyrics. but it got the hall dancing, the 23rd gers joined the 24th council at the front of the stage. the prom king and queen nominies except for (chang, farhan and chubang) was not gd looking at all so did not really matter who won. while dancing the the all, glendon got a dare and he stood on the platform and started dancing and taking off his clothes... but it was too dark, cannot see anything, but oso nothing much to see lar..
was suppose to go clubbing with fara, den when with chingyee's class in a cab, but decide to stay with yuenmei instead. double o was crowded, so KUEKLIN ask all of us to go to a pub instead, den it degrade to drinking coffee, to eating porkchop finally, we went to eat roti prata. so sad rite, shld have stayed with fara. at least those were the clubbing group. KUEKLIN spoils everything lar. it has been 6 years and she have not change at all. my sec school friends were shock that i was with her. i did not go home that day, but went to bunk in at yuenmei's house. we stayed up to talk and watch freaky friday until 5+ before sleeping.

i still cannot understand, why did shaozhen and liwen wanted me to sit with ronnie that much and later ask if i was the happiest taking photos with kennard? did they hear anything that i dunno? tell me if u know ok..

last min shopping

2004-12-30T01:52:00.000+08:00

had to rush for last min shopping for grad nite stuff. shoes for yuenmei and shawl for me.. it was veri rushing to day cause i promise the ruggers to try to go for their match at 5 at PA den only started shopping in the afternoon because yuenmei have to go sign up for driving lessons with her dad in the morning. we had a hard time looking for shoes that fit yuenmei because she had to find shoes with strap (sandel like) for teaching and a lot of shoes had tight front and her toes cannot fit in. in the end, we bought the shoes from bata looks like mine except or the additional strap. i wanted a baby blue shawl but there are faults with the threading, so i had to settle for a hot pink one. (since there are people who said i look gd in hot pink.. haha)
i rush down to PA for the match. had to walk from HMV to far east to catch the bus.. so scared that i would get off at the wrong stop.. luckily i still remember the place. when i get off the bus, the game just kick off, but i had to walk a whole round to reach the entrance. there was so little players around that jj and to combine with police rugby team to play against sas. i heard that there was a comunication breakdown within the team. mr seah was waiting for them after getting everything ready at 8am. den he is throwing tantrum now by not going... haha.. seemed like someone is older and still throwng tantrum.. (att: alex haha) did not really talk to the team much because the game was like... and the coach was quite angry with the turn up rate.. waslooking after his hp and BMW car keys so had to be with the team.. so tempted to drive away the car. but if there is any damage to the car, i would never be able to pay him back.. BMW vintage leh.. haha...
had a good laugh at alex spectacular move after the tripping over his own feet. he wanted to tackle someone, but end up falling and sitting on his butt suddenly. haha. ohh met his gf for the first time, but did not talk to her. also dunno what to talk to her

Seoul Garden

2004-12-29T02:13:00.000+08:00

shoppping with yuenmei and layping again.. yuenmei is buying the skirt that she say days ago.. den i wanted to buy a bag for chinese new year at HMV... too bad it is raining, so i could not walk to HMV... went to far east and pan pacific to see the surf shops instead. many nice school bags but we would not need it ever.. never heard at uni students carrying school bags.. haha..
when for council dinner later we took up four tables, which is 20 places.. haha. but even more people poured in so we just drag chairs to join us. we ask for chicken soup, but when the soup came, they had ginseng in it. whatever lar, can eat can already. me and hannah was eating all the fishes and i was feeding everyone (yuenmei, hannah and nick) jess is so cute, took ice cream and put it beside the stove. in the end it looks like milkshake. haha the jess is still the same, BLUR.. haha.. when we started taking photos, we literally turned the whole place upside down, becoming like our council rm the passage way was blocke by us and we only left when the place was about to close. the waiter thought that fana was angry at his service cause she was gave him black face for nothing and said that his lame jokes was not funny at all.. haha.. the guys wanted to go kbox but we had to stay until 5 and the gers dun wanna taunt. so they went to play arcade. jason was bullied by all of them. no matter who he compete against, they would only support the other one. when he was winning, they would keep changing his view and stopping him from turning the steering wheel.. haha
it is really nice to be goin out with my council again... miss the days when we were in J1s... council and cheering was our all.. although it was tiring, but it is fun.. we do not have to rush our homework now, but everyone is busy with their own things.. if only council can be a lifelong career

Driving test

2004-12-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

today i finally drag my butts down to vicom with rachel to register for my basic theory test. the instructor there talk to us for a long time, just in the attempt to get us to sign up the whole package plan with them. it cost at least 1800 to get the license. i think i would need longer, cause my hands and legs and eyes and brain cannot really connect (according to ben pua). so expensive ! oso dunno learnt for wat. oso not money to buy a car wat. mum keep saying that maybe my company next time might lend me one. by the way, i am learning the manual one. so that when i grow old, can drive taxi oso. my bro wanna drive bus.. haha.. later i spent about in hour standing beside the road (between out hse) talking look quite stupid to everyone lar.
i would not be able to blog these few days cause my com would be sent for repairing tml due the the spyware thing. heard that a lot of XP kenna that. be careful to my friends out that. according to yuenmei, it is due the iweb music that we use for blog. will tell you all wat is the real cause later..
lets hope we have fun in the council outing tml !!